After-School Life Stories

An Update.

2012-02-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

I am sorry for leaving my blog unattended.. As I had mentioned about 2 to 3 weeks ago, I just started my school life back.. Things were pretty neat at the moment and currently we're having intense practices for the upcoming Brunei's National Day, that is about a week more to go..

I have volunteered myself to join the "dancing" team and I didn't expect it will be this tiring~ Lol! Okay about my college life! Hmmmm.. It's our first semester and we have to pass 5 core subjects~ Language, Mathematics, Pendidikan Islam, Entrepreneurship, Computing.. Wait, is that all? I am sorry but I am still confuse honestly.. >.<" I am lazy to write about this college stuffs at the moment~ Because I am so freaking tired..

Hurt.

2012-02-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

It's Tuesday, about one hour and 5 minutes before midnight. I don't know why suddenly I am shrouded by this weird down feeling. It seriously hurts me. A lot. I know this is wrong. Just go.

L❤ve.

2012-02-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

There's one thing I wanna say to you..

I miss you.. but I still haven't got the guts to tell you..

And I.. love you..

Unfinished post.

2012-02-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

After four long days.. Finally our orientation came to its end.. =) But I gotta admit that.. I enjoyed every single of the orientation day.. Especially the second day one~ Motivation talk session with a Malaysian motivator, Osman Affan.. =) I am sorry but I am currently on the brink of sleeping so yea, my brain honestly couldn't work efficiently~ LOL!

I guess I will update this post soon~ :)

School and Nerf.

2012-01-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

After a period of time, now I am here to update my blog again~ Sorry for the lack of update.. =) Hectic month I can say.. gosh I still couldn't believe the fact that we are almost hitting the first day of February.. Time flies really fast! Seriously fast.. >.<

I have two superbly great and happy news to share.. =) First of all.. After waiting for more than a year, I finally got the chance to study again.. Alhamdulillah.. But I have to admit that the extended holiday was seriously awesome.. well not entirely awesome, honestly... Bumpy holiday, yes.. =) As I had mentioned before, a long time ago.. Polytechnic Brunei finally opened their door for application.. =) I will be studying AD in Information Systems and Technology for 2 years.. basically saying it's from this year of 2012 until 2013.. and yes, I do hope that my education career will run smoothly.. Amiin.. =) Tomorrow is the launching of our orientation and yea, I am looking for it.. =p not really~ hahaha

Second thing! Our team, RosRa M.E.R.C.s joined a nerf tournament for the very first time! Making the story short, we managed to win the third place and won a bronze medal.. =) Thanks God! and thanks to all battlebros.. =)

Glasgow, yet again.

2012-01-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

I reminisced back the time to June 2011 as I clicked from a folder to the next and subsequent folders in my laptop.. and I found these two pictures which honestly I didn't realized their existence for a while now.. So here you go, I downheartedly wanna share those two pictures.. =)

University of Glasgow, We will meet again.. One Day, Someday and I swear..

Breathe.

2012-01-23T00:28:00.001+08:00

Before I start off, you guys should put your headphone on and listen to the beats of this song!

Alex G - Breathe

It's her third original songs and in responds to her first original song, Nineteen.. An awesome song.. yet again.. =)

Okay...It's been a really really messed up and busy week.. My sister is getting married next month in February.. So yea, as usual house cleaning campaign is a must! I woke up at around 8am yesterday and I started my day with lifting, carrying, pushing and pulling heavy stuffs.. Cool exercise in the morning! Lol! and yes, it went on until night time.. =)

I supposed everything will be fully finished by tomorrow.. We just need a few final touch-ups and pick-up lorry helps.. Hmmm.. I am tired like seriously and epicly tired, but my eyes are being stubborn at the moment.. Maybe it's because I am honestly excited that I successfully managed to mod my Nerf Nitefinder that my eldest Bro gave. =)

What else? Oh Brunei Polytechnic will soon be opened by next month! If I am not mistaken, the very first lecture will commence on the 4th of February.. That is.. around 2 weeks from now on? I had received a call for a briefing last err..not sure but in this month.. and yea, as my friend convinced those who were called and agreed with the agreement will received a confirm place there.. =) and yea, I can say.. I am one of them.. Alhamdulillah.. =) All I can do now is to wait for a call or maybe a letter..

Falling.

2012-01-15T22:07:00.001+08:00

I am falling.. in love with you..
and it has been forever but it doesn't change what you mean to me..

Update.

2012-01-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

Wow!! My blog is dusty! >.<" I am really sorry guys for the lack of update.. I will update again later yea? :)

First Day and Mask.

2012-01-01T22:23:00.001+08:00

Mother Cow! It's New Year!! LOL! I woke up exactly at 7:38am today.. and guess what?? The first thing that I did after leaving my bed was.. Cleaning our living room and television room.. >.<" Too messy.. and don't get me wrong here... We didn't celebrate new year.. It's Haram according to the Mufti of Brunei.. Beware, Muslim folks.. =)

Continue with the story.. Then of course, washed my face and everything.. Morning daily routine.. -_-' and my brother and I.. haha this is hilarious.. We worked as a team.. in the kitchen.. Battling against the frying pan, sausages, crab sticks, oil and.. Indomee.. Hahahaha.. and yes.. We won the battle and as a reward, we got something to eat for our breakfast! yehaaaaaa!~ Lol!

and yes.. i wasted an egg.. =P

Nothing much happened today really.. >.<" Oh yea.. We went to Toys R Us again today.. =D and yes! Finally.. I got my own Iron Man Mask! Fuhhh~ I considered myself as lucky because it was the last one seriously! >.<" if you're wondering how it looks like, here you go~

Hahahaha cool right? Yes I know.. It's AWESOME like.. EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN'.. Ahahahahaha! err what? >.<" Hyper.. I unexpectedly and desperately spent around 30 bucks today.. >.<" Just for this mask.. I love the color of this mask.. but.. I want it to be different from others... oh yea! Maybe you're in wonder why did I buy this mask on the first hand? I need it.. For Nerf War! Lol! It's Nerf or..Nothin' man! =P

Cut the story short, I repainted it today with RJ London Spray System.. and yea.. I used Dull Black one.. It's cheap and GORGEOUS! X) Unfortunately, so many bad things happened during the process.. >.<" and I don't think they're important to be mentioned here.. I took two pictures during the process.. and here you go..

And overall.. This is how I get in return...

And yes.. I changed the eyes covered with wire mesh.. I don't use glass because.. of.. the fog problem.. =) I love this mask so much.. >.<" But I might be getting another mask soon.. Got another plan to do with mask... >.<"

Oh my parents are now here back in Brunei! hehehe as I requested, my mom bought me some chocolates! Weeeeheeee! I love chocolatessss.. well not really.. Only some of them but I love all Kinder Chocolate's products! Awesomeeee!

The very end.

2011-12-31T21:24:00.001+08:00

WoahhhhhH!! It's the final night of 2011! Like seriously, time flies really fast!! >.<" Am I going to miss this year? Well.. Maybe.. Some of it.. but majority parts of my mind say, "GO AWAY 2011!" Lol! It was seriously a bumpy indeed.. So many, almost uncountable bad things happened to me.. but.. so many good things happened too! In the same year.. =) and yes.. I gotta admit that.. I've learned a lot! Allow me to rephrase it again, A LOT! Mwahahaha~

From the very beginning of the year.. I've learned the real meaning of depression.. The real meaning of failing.. The real meaning of broken heart.. =) Ahh.. I am seriously running out of word at the moment!! Lol! My parents isn't around at the moment.. They are currently on vacation for two days and one night at Labuan Island, Malaysia... I-BA IL! Lol! If you watch KBS World, then you'll know what I meant.. =P I seriously.. miss my mom.. =( I don't know why.. =(

As the last post for this year.. hmmm.. I am really sorry that I didn't write much~ >.<" I was planning to upload some sneak peek video on my new song, "Way" today..but hmmm.. Time ceased my plan silently.. =) So tomorrow is new year.. =) and here I am, wishing you a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Please stay and read my blog silently in the near future.. That's my only hope.. =) Well, one of my hopes.. XD Ahahaha~

Goodbye 2011, OH WELCOME 2012!

Why?

2011-12-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

I don't why I suddenly feel sad..

That we're unexpectedly in the very near end of 2011..

Way.

2011-12-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

I am really sorry for the lack of update.. =) I am currently watching a movie entitled Tangled.. I'd never expect it would be this interesting haha.. and of course, I got my eyes on and off the television at the moment.. =P

Hey! New year is around the corner.. Just two days left and yea, a new year will approach us.. =) I think this is too early to mention about those things that I am gonna miss and so on.. =P so yea, I'll save it for next Saturday.. =)

Oh! As I had mentioned before in my last post.. Was it in my last post? Hmm.. yea maybe.. We were supposed to have a Nerf Battle; Capture the Flag tomorrow.. Unfortunately, the event was cancelled! And of course, it was pretty chaotic upon the sudden canceling decision.. Everyone was like, "WHAT?!" "WHY DON'T YOU TELL US EARLIER?!" "WE DESERVE A WRITTEN APOLOGY" >.<" I don't really know why, but as what I read from the Borneo Bulletin.. It was due to some unknown technical problem.. Which I don't really know what and care about.. But yea.. It brought us to extreme frustration seriously.. >.<" We had prepared so much for the event.. Like my friend said, "We prepared and trained for nothing" and yes.. Bye bye US$1000.. Lol! They decided to make a HvZ instead.. Human versus Zombies.. =) And yes, I won't be joining the game.. =) But maybe I'll come.. To show my support~ =) Maybe.. not a promise though..

I have one announcement to share with you guys.. =) My friend, Azim and I are currently working on a new english song which I think I will call it as "Way" or "Show her the way"? I don't know.. and yes.. It's 90% done.. About the Mama song.. I suddenly feel this some kind of weird unsatisfactory feeling upon the melody.. >.<" I don't know why, so yea I decided to ditch the song and keep it aside for a period of time.. =) Sorry for those who wait.. =) Okay about our new song, "Way".. I think it's pretty cool~ ehehehe I will post some sneak peek video of the song maybe tomorrow.. =)

Fever.

2011-12-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

Ahhh! I was supposed to be sleeping by this time as.. FEVER STRIKES MEEEEEE!! Ahhhh!! Not good! ='( I have to be in a "good-state" in term of health as we'll be having our second Nerf Training this Sunday.. =( That's tomorrow..? Ah! It's Saturday already.. But urgh.. It's really hard for me to shut my eyes early this lately.. and I don't know why! ='( Sleeping disorder, I need someone to cure it for me.. Any volunteer? ='( Lol! Sounds desperate..

Okay.. Wanna say something about Nerf before I proceed.. =) There will be an International Nerf War Game this upcoming 30th December 2011 until 1st January 2012 at Empire Hotel.. and yes, we will be fighting in the event.. We're.. err.. I don't know really actually.. Are we ready?? I don't know.. I am still thinking which blaster should I use.. Hmmm.. In a nutshell, just wish us the very best of luck, yea? =)

Oh!! After waiting for almost 2 weeks after Tyler Ward announced and mentioned about his EP with Alex G and Eppic, the EP is now there and available in iTunes for you to download! I just downloaded not all though, only 3 of them.. and yes.. I love it.. It does worth the moneyyyyy!! Like seriously.. =) You can download the EP here.. *just click the underlined "here"* and of course, it is actually BUY then DOWNLOAD rather than just Download.. ooopsie~ that's how we were suppose to help them, am I right? =D hehehehe.. We were lucky enough that they released the music video for Love Like Valentine on the same day! Pretty cool! It's indeed a neat video.. Alex looks smexy!

Okay.. Hmmm.. What's next?? err...yes I am thinking for real.. hahaha ohh yea.. I am glad to tell you that.. I just finished writing a new lyric last two days..err..Was it three days ago? *confused* Whatever.. Lol! Lemme tell you some brief description and review about the lyric.. It's all about a guy who was haunted by his memories with his Ex.. and yes, he was hurt.. a lot.. I guess this lyric can be applied not just to one person but more than that I suppose? hehehehe and of course, I will share it with you guys someday.. =) and again, I am glad that I've received positive comments and responds on the lyric so far.. Thanks God.. =)

I need a paracetamol.

Bothering.

2011-12-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

Ah!! Something bothers me since the last couple of hours.. And I suddenly thought of something.. Was it an idea?? And my heart says yes! Will it be a new lyric?? And WILL IT BE A NEW SONG?? =D

Rolling In the Deep!

2011-12-20T22:45:00.001+08:00

Moving on from Alex G to Jess Moskaluke, followed by Tyler Ward and the rest of the crew as well as Jake Coco.. And today, I found another Youtube Celeb.. Sara Niemietz! I am not sure where she comes from but urgh! She got an amazing voice! Here's my favorite..

I am seriously addicted to this one song from Adele! Rolling in the deep~ And guess what? I heard so many *that I couldn't even remember how many actually* covers of this song from various Youtube Celebs.. and here are my favorite ones!

Tyler Ward and Sam Tsui's Cover!

Jake Coco and Tiffany Alvord's Cover!

Sara Niemietz's cover!

And this is my favorite live video of Adele herself performing my favorite song of hers, Rolling in the deep!

Health.

2011-12-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Woah.. I kept my blog not updated for four days.. And I am really sorry for that.. =) I was extremely tired, honestly, during the last few days.. =) First of all.. I wanna share something with you guys.. =) My mother and I along with my brother went to Orthopedic Clinic at RIPAS this morning.. Of course, my mom had an appointment today.. and guess what? =) Good news that the doctor didn't set any further and future appointment for my mom.. =') Alhamdulillah~ She's recovering very well.. =)

Second of all.. I've been suffering from this one stupid problem on my left eye.. It started since last Monday of this week.. I felt this one weird pain that only appear whenever I blink my eye..Well, I bluntly thought that it was because of this disease of mine, Sleeping disorder.. The next morning when I woke up, I found it was so damn hard to open my left eyelid.. arghh! And it was extremely painful seriously but yea with some force and determination *Lol*, I managed to open my eye but guess what I found? SWOLLEN LEFT EYE! Awesome. =) Weird thing, the swollen thingy appears every morning ONLY.. Can someone tell me, why was that? ='( It hurts, a lot.. you know.. ='(

Third of all.. I've made this one poll on the right side of this blog.. I've heard of this statement for so many times, "Love is blind.." What do you think, guys? Do you think it's true or the other way around? =) Let's answer, for the sake of FUN! =)

Hmm.. I think that's all for this post.. =) hehehehe sorry~ too short, yea I know.. =)

Vantage Point 2.

2011-12-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

What a crazy Sunday! It's still 10:55 pm and I was supposed to be sleeping by this time as I was extremely tore up and purely exhausted... After waiting for more than a month, finally the d-day is here! The VP2 days! Well it stands for Vantage Point 2... What's up with it? Okay~ It was all about Nerf again guys, sorry.. =) As far as I know, Vantage Point is the very last and largest event for Nerf War in Brunei.. A war between all the clans from all four districts in Brunei Darussalam... and this year, they made it into 3 clans.. Those clans include Belait Nerfers (BN) from Belait District, United Nerfers of Bandar (U.N.B) from Bandar Muara District and M.E.R.Cs, a combination of nerfers from Belait, Tutong and Brunei Muara.. And they held it at Hutan Simpanan Berakas this year.. =)

Frankly saying, we planned not to join any of the event as we honestly are still newbies.. Lol! But it's the fact man! Then it was last week after the moment when my brothers and I went to M.O.H for the Nerf War event, we got an invitation from the General or Leader of a brilliant Nerf Team in Brunei, M.E.R.Cs... The team that I adore the most! He downheartedly invited us to join his team in this VP2! How awesome was that?! Seriously, an invitation to join the team that I adore the most?! Ah!! Am I dreaming?! Lol! Honestly, we faced a little bit of difficulty to really put a decision whether to join or not... But in the very end, we decided to step on the battlefield... =)

Before I proceed, I just wanna write about our preparation before the VP2... For the very first time ever in life, my three brothers and I joined a practice session with the M.E.R.Cs on last friday.. It was just a practice though but for me, it was one of my greatest experiences! Gosh! I love Nerf! and this team! Like seriously.. Mwahahahaha! and of course, I used my Longstrike~ I am planning to call it, hmm.. I don't know~ I haven't give it any name yet actually.. =p then yesterday! We went out for shopping~ Yeppeee~~ But I hate shopping when my wallet is not.. hmmm~ =) Lol!

Last night~ I slept very late again.. >.<" We did our final preparation on blasters, shield and darts.. Seriously we were outnumbered by darts.. We only had roughly around 300 darts, combining both new and old darts.. >.<" and shield! We were seriously had not enough time last night to make a drastic-look shield so yea, we just made one with a green cardboard~ =) Ahahahahahaha! What a shame! But hey, something miracle happened! And I'll write about it later.. Oh! before I continue my typing, we had Moon Eclipse last night and for the very first time.. We managed to see it in a complete process! I was seriously amazed.. I heard that there was a shooting star after that? >.<" I surely missed that..

Today! I woke up earlier than usual! Ahahahahahahaha~ and of course, I felt so damn weird and tired.. >.<" We arrived there 10 minutes before 8am.. Everyone was busy in preparing their stuffs.. >.<" So did us..

A few minutes upon our arrival on the base site - my sister said, "you need your hair cut"

Making the story short.. The event started at 10:30, with extra extended 30 minutes.. I honestly felt freaking nervous.. There were seriously two main reasons why~ XD One.. I was afraid that I might spoiled MERCs! This clan is a champion clan! Seriously.. >.<" Then second reason.. :) There were roughly around 60 nerfers in MERCs.. and we were battling with roughly 250 nerfers from BN and UNB.. =) How awesome was that? Ha-Ha-Ha! XD But as our general said, "We were trained to fight outnumbered!" YEHAAAA!! Lol! Our team, RosRa 13 was allocated at the right flank.. They were only seven of us there when more than 15 other nerfers from UNB waited for us to attack.. =)

This was how I looked before the battle began.. Ignore that ugly expression.. =) Lol!

yes.. I was in the middle of this picture.. XD

BN was unfortunately the first clan to be eliminated from the battle as their general was captured by UNB.. =) and of course, what happened next was only between our clan, MERCs and UNB.. Of being on the rich flank with my sniper friend, Xaim.. It felt seriously frightening *exaggerating here* to see more than 100 nerfers from the opponents team embracing us step by step.. Lol! I got hit in the head and that marked my very first "DEAD".. Oh.. but that wasn't an eternal dead in the game, we had MEDIC Men! Lol! but yea, I was surrounded by the crowd of UNB's nerfers so yea, I preferred to ask our Medic men to stay in our fortress.. =)

Xaim and me.. Waiting.. Waiting..

The moderators had to stop the game because of Azan and yea, it was the moment when I realized that.. We had lost more than half of our darts.. =) our brand new darts that we just bought.. =) So cool~ the game restarted about 30 minutes later.. and guess what? =) I used Nerf Vulcan.. =) Check for it on google if you didn't know what monster is that.. =) ahahahahaha the game was changed to Deathmatch.. so yea, one hit, one kill.. >.<" The first clan to has its 15 nerfers downed would be considered as defeated.. and after battling for about 45 minutes or less, MERCs finally won the Deathmatch battle.. =) Yehaaa! Victory is ours!

Yea.. that's me.. the blurred guy.. >.<"

Sadly, we actually lost the game by points.. =) But it's okay.. We won our pride as non of the clans managed to pass through our boundaries! Yehaaaa! Overall.. I was freaking exhausted but yea, it was the greatest experience ever! I am hoping that I would have the chance to play again in the next VP.. VP3? yes.. Next year! We will surely wait for another 12 months.. =) It's Nerf..or nothin'...

Oh yea.. All the pictures above are not mine.. =) Credits to the photographer!

Life.

2011-12-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

I dedicate this post to a very best friend of mine, Aziim.. Yaw dude! He asked me, "How to face life obstacle and hurdle?" =) A very hard question to answer really.. Because honestly, even me myself need my friend to help me in certain cases.. =) But I'll try to help with my experiences...

So dude, from my very best experiences that I've earned, faced and gained for the first 19 years of my life... Here you go.. Before I start.. The word "they" and "them" referred to one or more persons.. =)

Don't stress up, just chin up.
Never ever put your anger on someone else, especially your family and good friend.
Try to keep it in your heart and my mind.
Do something that can distract you from the problem. Play something fun and easy, AVOID doing something hard! >.<"
Then the most important thing of all, smile. =) or maybe laugh... OUT LOUD!

Four ways that you can do on your own without involving anyone. Not even a single nose. =) As always, there's always a but. If those 4 things failed, it is the right time for you to consult someone to help you~ =)

Find someone, the one whom you think can help you a lot. A lot as in EVERYTHING. Almost everything is enough. =p
Don't tell them directly, contact them slowly and gently.
Text them without showing them that you are in a deep trouble or bothered with something.
Observe and see their mood. =) Hyper, laughing, happy mean good mood and the opposite means the opposite mood. Simple. =)
Only share your problem when they are in a good mood! This is important. Imagine if you tell them your problem when they are actually facing problems too?
Tell them slowly, part by part. No rushing.
Ask for their opinion. This is important: Remember that, their opinions might be totally different from your way of view. Don't critic them. Accept every single of them with open heart and mind. Be open!
With all the opinions you get from your friends or family, choose and ask your heart. Which one should you choose? A or B? =)

Whatever it is.. There's only one that can help you a lot. =) YOUR GOD. Pray. Pray. Pray. Insya-Allah, with His will you'll meet the solution. =)

Tired.

2011-12-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

My precious Silent Readers.. Fuhh I am mentally and physically exhausted at the moment.. It's going to be a short post here, just wanna keep this blog updated.. >.<" It's 7th December 2011 today~ Gosh~ Seriously, time flies really fast.. As fast as the speed of running Edward Cullen.. XD Yea, I watched Twilight yesterday~ Lol! Did I just say that? =P

Yesterday was indeed one of the awesome days ever in my entire life.. =) Have you ever in a situation where a voice melts you down and makes you smile all night long? =) Hehehehehehehe~ Yes, I am okay.. =) Mwahahahahahaha~ Wasn't that a random thing to be mentioned here? XD

I'm tired, sorry guys.. =) Goodnight~!!

Nerf, again.

2011-12-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

My precious Silent Readers~ How are you guys? =) It was an epic and hilarious Sunday yesterday.. So many good and funny things happened! =) It's better actually, after facing bumpy days all the week.. Perfect ending for the week I guess? =)

First of all.. For the very first time, I had the gut to try on modifying my nephew's baby Nerf, Secret Strike AS-1.. Of having insufficient materials, it turned out to be a massive disaster! Mwahahaha! Unfortunately~ =p but then.. My nephew and I learned and found something after crashing and breaking the Nerf into pieces! There's an O-ring inside! A tiny cute and little one! Mwahahaha~ But of course, we didn't waste the Nerf Body Cover.. For the very first time again, we tried on making a metal effect paint style! and again, due to insufficient spray *we lacked of silver spray*.. It turned out to be Black-Yellow metal effect~ mwahahahahahaha! but mann!! We're still happy with our job! XD Will try to upload the pic tomorrow! Ehehehe~

Second of all.. For the very first time, I am currently learning on how to play this one chinese cards game, Sam Chong.. Do I spell it correct? >.<" Whatever it is, I found out this game to be tremendously tricky but fun game.. Sigh~ I am still learning so yea, the winning title is still thousand miles away from me.. Wish me luck! Next game? Big-2!

Third of all.. For the second time.. I went to see Brunerf's battle! Unlike last week, they held it at M.O.H yesterday.. The event was succesfully held and conducted by the Gears team, an event called the Gears OP.. I was seriously stunned to see my friend's and mentor's team blasters! Superbly strong.. arghhh!! Jealousy alert! >.<" amongst the fun we had, I saw many rare nerf over there.. so yea, it was kinda a lucky day for me.. =)

And today.. =) I bought this white errr.. white fabric? hmm..yea.. hahahaha I was inspired to do white room photography so yea, I didn't mind to spend more money on this fabric.. =) One main reason why I used fabric instead of other thing? It's because.. I don't have any real white room in my house.. =) So yea, straight to the point.. My very first white background photography~ =)

I know, I should've iron that fabric first~ Lol! Sorry about that.. >.<" oh! about the picture.. =) That is my new baby~ Nerf Longstrike painted in dull black.. and don't get it wrong.. it wasn't my previous Longstrike.. =) This is a new one that I bought from my mentor and a friend of mine, Kevin~ Thanks dude! hehehehehehe and again, it is a modded one.. So yea.. I guess I am very lucky to own this one? Lol!

Sorry.. I wrote nothing but Nerf.. =)

Silent Night.

2011-12-03T22:26:00.001+08:00

Just say whatever you want, but she's so freaking hot and cute here!! \( ♥O♥ )/

5 things.

2011-12-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

I may be a newbie and immature in love relationship thingy but these are what I'd realized and observed.. No matter you're in a relationship or having a crush on someone or if you have someone that has a crush on you.. These things can be applied I guess..in any situation.. =)

Never ever give too much hope on your crush.
Never ever say "I love you" if you only meant it in a friendship way.
Never ever treat your crush in a special way.
Never ever lie to your crush about your true feelings.
Never ever ask your crush to wait for your love feeling to alive.

And these are the reason why you should never ever do even one of the things listed above.. =)

Giving them hope will make him/her feels like he/she has a chance to be your life partner. This definitely will make them extremely happy that he/she would feel as if there's no tomorrow.. This might sounds good, but hey! Guess what would happen if he/she happened to know the real thing? =)
This is the worst thing and mistake ever.. You should never ever say these three solid words to them.. Like seriously, I LOVE YOU isn't as easy as you pronounce it.. It'd definitely make them feel like, "Oh! she/he loves me too!" and they might take some ways, secretly or the other way around, to be near to you.. =) This indirectly gives them hope.. Awww~ Poor baby~ ='(
Special way~ =) This is cruel.. If you don't like or do not have even a dust of feeling on someone, please.. Don't treat them in a special way.. Seriously, this would definitely gives them hope! If you did this, it'd surely make them feel like both of you share the same feeling! >.<"
Lie! Lie! Lie! This is another common thing that people would do just for the sake of taking a good care of your crush's feeling.. Be honest.. I know it's hard.. If that someone says, "I love you".. Never respond by saying, "I love you too" IF you didn't have that feeling too! Explain your feelings.. Express them! Let them know.. Don't lie to them.. It may hurts them, but it's better! Seriously, lying will make them feel awesome at the beginning but remember that. Both of you will be in a deep trouble someday.. =)
Waiting is torturing.. Torturing means hurting.. =) Never say, "Will you wait for me?" "Are you willing to wait 'till I feel the same feelings?" and so on.. Sorry about my words, but that's fairly bullshit! No doubt, it's tremendously awesome if you can get the same feeling.. but what if you didn't?

You might feel the other way around.. These are my arrogant opinions.. You might have other opinion.. =) Opinion is always right.. That was what my EAS tutor told me once when I sat in his class back in 2010.. =)

It will Rain.

2011-12-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

Never heard of the original song but I gotta say this was another great cover from her..

Situations.

2011-11-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

First situation.. Have you ever been in a situation where someone besides you kept on bugging you on something? I do! It's seriously annoying! I feel like I wanna punch him in the head and kick on his butt! Like seriously, it was totally annoying.. =_______="

Second situation.. Have you ever been in a situation when you need someone so bad but it seems like that someone is trying to make a wall, making a distance between you two? I do! And it's so... frustrating! ='(

Third situation.. Have you ever been in a situation when you tried so hard to tell someone something but you just can't say even a word? I do.. And it's so damn.. depressing.. ='(

Three situations happened to me in one whole week.. Tell me, am I really the most unlucky person ever?

Mask.

2011-11-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

I bought this mask.. randomly.. >.<"

Bumpy.

2011-11-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

It's an extremely and completely bumpy day today! From the moment I opened up my eyelids up until now, I realized that there were more bad things than good things happened today.. =_________=" Everything was just completely wrong and was that a punishment? ='( Hmmm..

I really don't know why everything acted against me.. Everything I did today was combined with and overwhelmed as well as led by the feelings of anger.. What the heck is wrong with me today? Hmmm.. Let's forget about this first~ =) I need to cheer up after all~ =)

Oh yesterday~ I just bought another Nerf Blaster, my second blaster actually.. A yellow Nerf Maverick.. But then.. I sprayed it black too~ I just love to see it back than any other color - whiteout series is an exception~ It was my very first time to spray a blaster actually.. and of course, it was a trial and error process.. Lol! but I am glad that I managed to do it!

Then today.. I went to Bebeland with my best friend, Aziim~ and guess what? I was totally captured by this one Nerf Blaster called "Quick 16" so yea.. It put me in the situation where a few questions haunted me, "Should I buy this?" "What should I do with the Recon?" "Should I buy this and sell my Recon?" Lol! Aziim understands the whole situation~ XD After thinking for a moment, I went back home without that blaster in my hands~ =( but it didn't last long.. because..

I brought it home~ =p excitedly I rushed back home and tried it first streamline darts.. and guess what? IT JAMMED! >.<" I was like, "Oh DAMN! I'm so gonna lose the game tomorrow" >.<" Holy crap! This blaster won't work with Streamline darts, no matter what.. But it can shoots whistler darts.. Thanks god! The advantage of it rejecting Streamline darts is that.. it increases the accuracy~ Frankly saying, Dart Tag Darts and Whistle Darts are even accurate than the Streamline darts.. =)

My friend reminded me not to focus more in writing on Nerf stuff and Alex's stuff.. Mwahahahaha~ So yea.. I'll stop writing about those two things right here.. Lol! Hmmm.. when is the premiere for Twilight Saga: Breaking Down anyways? Is it tomorrow or today? hmmm.. that is one of a complete random question~ ahahahaha~

Ohhhh! I just got my Apple Account or iTunes Account *still confused with this two* yesterday~ After one complete week of waiting~ =) and of course, my credit is only US$15~ I am not using iPad nor iPod so yea, I didn't really need many credits to buy games but gosh~ I need at least $100 for my mac's softwares! The cheapest photoshop application is US$79.90.. and the pro version one is around US$700~ Are you making fun out of me?! >.<" After browsing and surfing at least half of the applications being sold, I downloaded this one application called "Colour Splash Studio".. I downloaded after reading all the reviews and comments from so many users that I couldn't remember even a name.. Overall, the comments were "AWESOME APPLICATION! IT DOES WORTH THE MONEY and bla bla bla" So yea, I tried it.. slowly and gently.. and here is my comment, "It's plain, dull, simple and boring!" If I can rewind back the time, I would definitely stop myself from buying this application.. This app only allows you to change color.. three colors only! Grayscale which gives you this boring B&W effect, Sepia and Bluetone.. and of course, you can control some adjustments~ Contrast, brightness and so on.. It was okay~ just okay.. But as a Photoshop CS5 user, I rate it.. 4/10.. >.<"

Then I downloaded another application called "Textify Me".. It's only US$0.99 though.. The main reason why I downloaded this application was that.. because I thought it was one of the coolest applications out there.. Brief information on this app, this app allows you make a screensaver of your face.. But they change every lining of your face, body, background and so on to Lines of Wording.. I am still in a way of finding the way how to make a screenshot on this mac so yea.. I couldn't take any picture of it.. This application does nothing but wasting your battery energy if you applied it as your screensaver as it automatically turns on your Mac's camera upon the activation of the camera.. =) How awesome is that? Lol! Overall, in my arrogant opinion, it was just another waste of money.. =) I rate it 2/10..

I just want to shout out loud to the sky and hoping for you to hear the echo of my shout, because I really want you to know that.. I really love you.. So freaking much.. Just can't help it..

A Thousand Years.

2011-11-21T12:46:00.000+08:00

BORN-DAY!

2011-11-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

20th November 2011.. Numerically it is written as 20/11/2011 or 20-11-2011.. Today's date is obviously wonderful.. =) and guess what? It's my special day today.. The day that marks an increase in age of mine.. It's my 20th birthday~ ehehehehehe~ Like seriously.. I'd never expect everything is to be so coincidences! First of all.. The date.. then.. my age! I am 20 years old now.. and have a glance on today's date! 20-11-2011.. 20 is on the date! =D Followed by the time when I first breathed, 11:27am.. and once again.. 11 is on the date! Wahhh! This is the main reason why... I feel as if my birthday this year is so damn wonderful.. =')

I'd never expect to get so many greetings from my friends~ like seriously... The first one who greeted me was Aziim through SMS~ Thank you so much Dude! and the first person to greet me on Facebook was.. My music teacher, Miss Pauline~ =) and followed by many other friends.. And someone, you know who you are, greeted me a few minutes after the time I was born.. Thank you so much~ I really really appreciate it.. =') I love you! =') and of course to my other friends that didn't forget to greet me..as well as my family~ THANK YOU SO MUCH, GUYS! You guys really brightened my day! =') Love you all!

Apart from the many greetings that I'd received all day.. Something unexpected happened~!! I'd never expected of her to greet me too! Like seriously, I was shocked but of course not that kind of breathtaking shock~ Lol! I just thought she hates me so much that she wouldn't even care to greet me! Lol! So yea I learned something today! Stop hating people.. =)

So how's thing going on today? Ehehehe.. I woke up at 9 AM sharp~ and I started my day with listening to Alex G's song, Nineteen~ Really strengthened me up! XD then as usual, went to see my nephews and again, discussing about Nerf~ Lol! Making the story short, I went to Bebeland with my nephews today~ but yea, we didn't go inside though.. O.O just to meet another Bruneian Nerfer.. =) He bought my brother's Recon Buttstock.. =) What's next? Hmmm..

Oh! Nerf War event! Wahhh! We had three games today and we had a new member! My second eldest brother joined the game~ =p hahahaha so unexpected~ so talking about the battles~ We lost in the first game but victory was on our side upon the next two games! So basically saying the result is 2-1.. Awesome! Seriously, I'd thought yesterday's battles were the best of all.. but today's battles were seriously EPIC! Oh we took a few memorial pictures today~ =)

Our Blasters! Guess which one is mine? =p

Not all though.. We just put all the blasters that we used for today's battles..

RosRa Nerfers! Guess where was me in the picture? Lol!

Night time! We had a Skype session with my brother in UK~ I don't know and I wanna know why but it felt really awkward when my brother greeted, "Happy birthday" to me.. Mwahahahaha~ I was like.. "huh? ohh.. Thaaaankk.. youuuu" hahahahahahahaha seriously~ thanks a lot brother! =)

Overall, I gotta say.. I had so much fun really.. It was indeed an awesome and wonderful birthday.. =') I am hoping that Allah will gives me another chance to feel the joy and happiness of being a birthday dude next year and the next subsequent years.. O=) I downheartedly gotta say, I am so gonna miss this one wonderful birthday of mine.. =') Gosh.. I feel like I wanna burst into tears.. Mwahahaha~ Thank you so much Guys! =')

This week ends really well.. =') Alhamdulillah!

Bumblebee!

2011-11-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

My precious silent readers~ I wonder how many people are still following and reading my blog? =) I extremely hope that I'll have more readers as time goes by.. =) I only have a few things that I wanna share with you guys.. I just sold my faulty or broken Nerf Longstrike to someone that lives hundred miles away from my place.. It felt kinda frustating to give out something that is extremely precious to someone else though but it's okay.. =) Time and finance overwhelmed me over my feelings..

I went to Time Square a few hours after that.. I was so lucky to get a vacant parking at the main entrance! Like seriously, it's hard to get one over there.. Lol! It was freaking crowded inside and guess who I met at the centre? =D I met "Jambu" from Maharaja Lawak.. But it didn't surprise me though.. sadly~ Hahahahaha.. I'd scream out really loud if it was Alex G or Taylor Swift! That's for sure! Ahahahahahaha!! Oh! I met my old friend since I was in form 1.. Where his name shouldn't be mentioned here.. =) It was kinda awkward actually that I didn't talk much with him..Just a plain greet and a plain bye~ Mwahahaha!

Toys R Us! I visit this awesome toys store again today! Ehehehehe and guess what? I bought a new Nerf Gun! Just to replace my broken Nerf guns.. I was looking for Nerf Hyperfire actually but sadly, it is nowhere to be found so yea.. I just picked up another Nerf Recon CS-6.. Oh! The price was actually BND$46.90 but if you have this one special member card from Toys R Us, they'll definitely give you a discount of BND$10 making it BND$36.90 per blaster.. Cool eh?! and Thanks god that my brother was so generous to lend me his member card.. =p but don't get yourself wrong here.. The discount only applies to this yellow standard series.. and to RECON CS-6 ONLY~ Unfortunately.. >.<"

Guess what? I only need the blaster actually~ Lol! but I just didn't want to buy from someone yet anymore.. A new one will surely satisfy you! And I am still thinking, should I sell the other parts? Should I or should I not? =)

Oh yea! I've been thinking of getting this one mask of Bumblebee from Toys R us since forever! It's freaking awesome and it's cheap! =p That's what really matters actually~ Lol! BND$3.95 only meh~ and finally, I spent some of my money on it! Mwahahahaha! So happy!~ But I might be getting an expensive one tomorrow.. Maybe.. Maybe not.. It's either two.. The expensive one or Nerf Maverick.. Still thinking.. =) Oh yea.. I used this mask in our nerf battles this evening and they called me, "Bumblebee!" Mwahahahaha! I am thinking of creating a Transformer logo on my blaster.. It's yellow.. So it suits Bumblebee's theme.. =p

Awesome right? Ahahahaha~ I know right.. =p Today's battle was seriously and epicly awesome! The best battle so far.. =D Our team won the game, yet again.. =p We will be having another serious battles tomorrow.. We'll be trying two other games; Save the Flag and Save the Hostages.. =)

And lastly but not least, night time.. =) We had a simple birthday celebration at home.. Whose birthday you may asked? My brother's.. and mine of course.. =) It's 19th November 2011 and it marks my brother, Wafi's birthday today.. Happy birthday dude~!! =) and of course, our birthdays aren't on the same date! Mwahahahaha! My birthday is tomorrow.. =) and yea, it was a kind of advanced celebration though but it's okay.. =) It's 11:34pm right now and I'll be 20 in 26 minutes.. Ahhh! I am old! >.<"

Hope you enjoy my post.. =)

Bad Day.

2011-11-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

As I screamed, "Bad Day Bad Day!"

Morning..
Our family had our very first morning Nerf Battle.. It was fun but so hot lehhh~!! =______=" The tap water had zero use when my sweats were active in action! Mwahahaha~ But yea.. It did worth the time as I won the game.. =P Oh I met Kevin again at TK Beribi today~ Just to take my brother's baby nerf, Nerf Secret Strike and gave Kevin my brother's other Nerf Blasters for further modifying.. =)

Unfortunately, something horrible happened a few minutes after I reached home.. =) Note that sarcastic smile.. I was discussing with my brother when my nephew suddenly told me that he couldn't reload my Nerf Longstrike.. I thought he was kidding but hell sh*it! That blaster was completely broken! I am pretty sure it'll cost more money just to get it fixed... ARGH! I just lost my very first Nerf, it was a birthday gift of mine from my beloved sisters on my last year's birthday.. Hmmm.. and yea.. It stressed me out.. I felt like.. URGH! I felt like I wanna throw it away to the Junkyard! =______="

A few hours before night time..
I asked my brother to help me on something.. HEHEHE~ An easy task though, I asked him to spray my Nerf Recon CS-6 black~ =D straight to the main point, here is the result!

Gorgeous, agree? =P

Before I proceed the story and before I forget... We just upgraded and improved our Nerf Battlefield.. Mwahahaha! I didn't take any picture of it though but my sister did.. Bear with the quality, it wasn't that clear.. blame the iPhone's camera.. =P

Rosra Nerfers Battlefield

Back to story.. We had another battles exactly at 4:45pm and frankly saying, I HATE ALL THE GAMES! =______=" because I lost in every single game.. Not funny... One main reason why.. I BROKE MY NERF RECON CS6 that I just painted.. Like what the F-word??!! =______=" Same problem, the plunger broke so I couldn't set up the trigger or whatever it is.. Hmmm...

I am seriously not okay actually.. Two blasters died in one single day? How awesome was that? Can you feel me? Hmm.. It feels like losing two diamonds of heart in one single time.. errrr.. What the heck is that? Mwahahaha~ But no worries, I am okay~ There I was again tonight, forcing laughter faking smile...

Before I end this post.. I wanna share another new video from Alex G, collaborating with Jake Coco.. Two favorite singers and guess what? They did a cover on my favorite artist, Taylor Swift's song! Made my day!

BATTLE!

2011-11-16T10:54:00.001+08:00

Just wanna share this one picture of my little nephew..

"Don't mess with little guy"

Bye.

2011-11-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

There's one thing that I wanna let out from the very bottom of my heart..

Goodbye, Emma.

I am so gonna miss you.

I hope you'll be happy with your new owner.

Hmm guys.. I am really sorry about this.. But tomorrow would be the exact day where I am going to let Emma, my Female Guinea Pig, be with her new owner, a stranger. I hope she'll take care of her very well.. =) I am sorry Emma.. I have to let you go..even when my heart says no.. =') I'll just smile.. =)

Nerf War and AHHH!

2011-11-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

My precious Silent readers.. =) I gotta say today and yesterday were seriously epic and fun! Ahahaha! We had our very first Nerf War yesterday.. Not all managed to join the battles though, so sad.. We started off with preparing all the hiding place, made of piles of junks, old stuffs and so on at our house backyard.. =) We had created our own games with our own rules.. =P We've created three games so far; Save the flag, Kill 'em all and Save the Hostages.. =)

I lost in the first game where 5 of my nephews fight again me.. but then victories came to me on the next 4 battles.. XD and guess what? I realized something about Nerf War for god sake.. =) It was incredibly tiring! Mwahahaha~ and I am currently suffering from extreme back pain that I couldn't walk steadily.. Gosh please help me!!~~ =____="

Last night. Oh yea, before that.. It was my brother's birthday yesterday and again, we couldn't celebrate his birthday here in Brunei.. =) Happy birthday brother.. =) We had a quite long Skype session yesterday.. and it was fun! As always.. =)

What else should I write? I am kinda slow at the moment haha..Oh last night! Something silly happened during the moment before I shut down my laptop.. >.<" I was listening to Alex G's song, Nineteen when suddenly I heard something.. Which I can say, "Scary yet surprising" >.<" Guess what I said just after I heard that sound?

"Did I really hear a dog barking just now?!!"

The sound was so loud, as if the dog was inside my room.. ARGH! How annoying was that? =____=" Old Bruneian people say, "The dog will bark when it sees something.." Something here means.. Ghost.. >.<" Like what the...?! How come the sound can be that.. Loud?! So I am hoping and praying.. this damn thing will never ever happen to my life again.. So crazy.. Mwahahaha! It honestly gave me goosebumps! XD

And today.. =) I woke up early than usual.. Because I was freaking excited.. =P Will tell you why later, definitely. And the second reason was because of the pain on my back.. ='( It's killing me..I went to Chung Hwa Secondary/Primary School during afternoon to meet this one mixed chinese-malay student named tuuuut~ XD Guess what? I was kinda lost seriously.. It was my first time and I was like, "Damn! Where should I go?!" He asked me to wait for him at this one tree that he claimed to be the only place where a guy sells Ice creams.. Lol! Like seriously, I couldn't find even one cone of Ice Cream! =______=" I waited and searched him for almost three-quarter of an hour.. Until he finally appeared.. We swapped our Nerf Darts Magazines.. =) I finally have 2 Mags of Long clips! Fuhh!!~ Finally~

Then I went to QQ Station during evening.. =) This is the main reason why I was freaking excited! mwahahaha! I went there just to fool around, playing with the computers, checking stuffs, breaking the glasses.. Mwahahaha! That were just plain stupid, nothing else and full stop. Lol! My brother is very kind that he's willing to buy me a new laptop.. =) Ahhhhhhhhhh!! hahahahahaha I couldn't describe how I feel by words now.. Seriously.. Ahahaha~ I had two choices beforehand actually.. It was either a HP laptop, couldn't remember it's name or a Sony Vaio C Series.. =) Both are pretty good and decent laptops.. But.. I chose neither of them.. =) and I bought this..

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I finally own a Macbook Pro! Fuhhh~~ Thank you, Brother! and my mom too~ For willing to buy me this new baby of mine~ =) Hehehehe it's just a 13-inches version with 2.4ghz 4GB Ram and 500GB HDD though~ But still, it's in the Pro Family~ XD hahaha I am still slow with this laptop, honestly.. But yea.. Nobody can master something in one touch.. =)

Nerf again, Hospital and Mama.

2011-11-13T00:07:00.001+08:00

Wohoooo~!! Hey Silent Readers.. =) Finally I got my Nerf Longstrike back after almost 5 days of waiting for the modification process to meet its final phase~ =) and guess what? I think I am quite satisfy with the result.. =) $5 really does worth it.. XD but yea, I might be upgrading the spring to V2 sooner or later.. =) Law of natures, good thing always comes with bad thing.. >.<" My Recon CS6... Hmm.. I really need it to be fixed as the problems it really contains are quite serious.. Broken plunger, broken plunger rod, missing O-Ring and incomplete screws.. Like whaaaaaaaat?! I seriously was shocked when my friend, Kevin explained and told me about the damages it suffers.. >.<" But yea of course, I just spent some more money, which I know I wasn't supposed to, to fix that damn broken Nerf.. >.<" Kevin told me that it can be fixed, oh thank God, but the performance would not be 100%.. Hmm.. It's okay as long as I can still use it.. =)

I went to Orthopedic Department at Hospital RIPAS with my mom and brother today.. =) My mom got an appointment with a specialist doctor today as scheduled about one month ago? Not sure.. The appointment was scheduled at 1:30pm but not surprisingly, my mom's name was called after about one hour later.. =) Awesome.. Hmmmm.. My mom is..I just hope she'll gets better as time goes by.. Amiin! >.<" Doctor said she has to rest more, no more hard work for her even cooking is something prohibited.. >.<" It's okay.. As long as she'll get well really soon.. =) Do pray for my mom's health, guys.. =)

Oh yea.. Our song, Mama.. Hmm.. We're currently trying our best to change some of the melody especially the chorus part as overall our original composition and melody was kinda flat.. >.<" So yea, just get things right before our final and real recording.. We're hoping for the best of luck.. This is the moment when creativity is needed.. I will surely share it with you guys here once we're done with our song.. =)

Oh Chat box! For those people that commented and dropped some message there, I am really sorry guys.. >.<" I just couldn't reply it back, I don't know why.. It didn't work as I am expecting to be.. >.<" Sorry Guys.. So I'll just reply here..

Aziim: Hey brahh! =D I'm doin' good
Lina: Yo! Yo! hahaha whatsap? haha I'm doin' good! It has been a while since the last time I tweeted you, my only follower.. XD hahaha well, there's another follower but she's not using it anymore..haha

Nerf Guns and Tyler.

2011-11-10T23:38:00.001+08:00

Silent Readers~ =) Hmmm.. My life journey went bumpy for the past few days.. >.<" I'd spent more money than I can actually save for my extended and super long holiday.. kyaaa!! what should I do? >.<" My family is currently overwhelms by Nerf Guns! XD Seriously, my eldest brother has spent more than 200 bucks in ONE single week just for those toys! Mwahahahahaha! We're planning to make Nerf War games this Sunday and I hope everything will goes smoothly as I've planned since forever.. Lol!

I bought a used-Nerf gun from someone that I stumbled on Facebook.. A modded Nerf Recon CS5.. Unfortunately, it was nothing but a piece of junk.. =__________=" the spring inside kept on popping out and the re loader or whatever it is actually called kept on dying in action.. Like what the... F word? =__________=" Hmm.. So yea.. I decided to just keep it as a lesson, NEVER buy a used-Nerf gun!

Before I end this post.. I am currently addicted to these two songs from Tyler Ward and Crew.. Songs entitled "Mary Song" and "Falling" respectively.. Of course, Alex G sang in both song.. =p Enjoy~

Support them and please pick up their songs on iTunes! ^^v

New Song.

2011-11-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Holy Wow! Turned out, I managed to write two lyrics in a week~ Wow.. that's nothing but AWESOME! and again, Holy Wow! I am about to finish my first original English song that I named, "Mama"... =) and unfortunately.. I didn't touch anything on the other lyric since forever.. =_______=" Will work on it after my friend and I are done and SATISFIED with the arrangement..

So guys.. How are you today? Another Hunky-dory day? or another blissful day? =) Hehe for those who are less fortunate of having rough day today, stay calm and relax.. Every harsh and rough thing happens for a reason.. Just have a strong believe in yourself that one day, God will gives you something better than this.. =)

Yesterday was indeed a tiring day~ We got two events in less than 12 hours..Can you imagine that? X) Oh yea! I forgot something important~ It was Eid Adha yesterday.. Alhamdulillah.. I managed to breathe for another Raya this year.. =') We had our family gathering yesterday and of course, it wasn't complete without my brother whom currently beyond our reach.. But yea, we'll wait for another 2 years.. gosh.. I really miss him.. >.<" Come back soon, brother~ ='(

Behind the tiring day, something amazing happened.. =) and yea of course, it was because of Alex G! XD hahahahaha she was on Ustream yesterday.. and I was totally astonished of her willing to skip her sleep JUST to talk with her fans.. Awww~ She really loves and appreciates her fans.. =) and of course, she looked way too tired though.. and she only sang I think one song for us.. but it meant the world to us.. I mean the G7 Army!

Songs.

2011-11-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

So.. It's the end of this week.. This week went very fine I guess, not that bumpy - Thanks God. =) I spent most of my time with my guitar today and guess what? I finally got the guts to sing out loud, ignoring the fact that I've got a voice of a rodent.. =______=" Lol! I am not good at singing; I don't know how to sing honestly! XD I had composed and produced 3 songs before and this is my fourth but my very first English song and guess what? It's freaking hard to get the melody! Not good! >.<" I got the melody already though but it just.. hmmm.. I'm not satisfied with it.. I recorded it but then I felt empty when I first heard it back.. Seriously, it pissed me off! IT SUCKS! Hmmm.. I guess I need someone's help! Like, really need someone's help..

That I hope you'd love me the same way dear...

I have been listening to many Youtube singer this lately, starting with Alex G, followed by other singers from Tyler Ward's Crew and now I gotta say that Jake Coco is one of the addictions. He's very creative, unique and original.. That's what really important to me.. So I downheartedly wanna share his videos that I really love with you guys.. =)

Firework by Katy Perry

Just the way you are by Bruno Mars - The reason why I called him Creative

Grenade by Bruno Mars

Love the way you lie by Rihanna ft Eminem - I prefer his version more!

Back to december by Taylor Swift - Ahhh! Taylor's!

and lastly..

Broken Hearts and Fairytale by Jake Coco

The last video is his original song! This is a great song that really explains how I feel upon my first love.. =') I'd never expect that there's really a song that represents my intense feeling of hatred ever exist in this world.. =') and again, this is a song that I truly recommend for you to download from iTunes.. =)

Nineteen.

2011-11-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

She finally got her first own original music video.. =')

Cold and Lyric.

2011-11-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

My precious Silent Readers~ =) I wonder how many readers I really have by now? I hope the number is increasing and not the way around.. *praying* Cut it out, how are you today guys? =) May another hunky-dory day be with you.. =) I should claim today as an extremely cold day! Like seriously, I couldn't move even a step! I am freezing!! grrrrrrrrr~~!!! XD mwahahahaahaha! nahhh~ just kidding~ but yea, it wasn't a lie that today is a cold day.. It rained continuously from day time until early night time.. >.<" But I love the weather though~ =)

Oh I have something important to announce you guys.. =) I am currently writing and mainly fixing my very first lyric that is written in English~!! Fuhhh~~ I haven't complete it yet though, about 70-75% done I guess? Ehehehe so here you are~ =)

It was a random thought in one silent night
Everlasting memory of you and me lingers on

It seems like it won’t fade away that soon

Somehow I hate it that it hurts me, seizing me inside

And it feels so great to see you smiling

But my heart inside is fairly dying… Oh no…

I silently hope that we meet earlier
So I can take steps dragging you away from your pain

I loved the way you love him
Whitely pure and silently sincere
It somehow freaks me out
That I hope you’d love me the same way dear

You make me smile, you make me cry
I’m praying all night long that you’d love me right here
Sometimes I just wished I can take his place
But it’s like wishing upon the standing silhouette

So I guess I gotta stop and bluntly act in the drama of life

As time flies by across years

I couldn’t see the reflection of me in the mirror

I couldn’t see anything but tears
Words can fooled me but heart can’t be a liar

(To be continued...)

Sparks Fly.

2011-11-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

Before I go... =)

Babies and Photography.

2011-11-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi Silent Readers.. Arghh! My fingers hurt.. >.<" and I don't know why.. Hmmm.. It was another tiring day indeed today~ and I spent some of my night time with Bobo and Emma.. =) Thanks God that they are now officially husband and wife~ Lol! They pledged upon the God that they'll take care of each other and only death can separate them~ Ahahahaha What a stupid joke~ =P

I found something funny on Emma, besides her tilted head~ XD okay.. I love the way she eats! So freaking cute! and she's a superbly busybody guinea pig! She would definitely looked at us if we did something funny, even laughing out loud, or anything that can caught her attentions.. Unlike Bobo, he's kinda lazy especially during the time when I put foods in front of him.. >.<" I just don't know how to explain it seriously hahahaha

"Muka Bangang" XD

"Muka Stalker" XD

I missed photography.. Seriously it has been a while since the last time I did my photography session.. ='( I was way too busy with house chores and other things.. Hmm.. It's 9:54p.m right now and I am currently laying under the sea of blanket.. I'm so tired!!~ *yawn* I couldn't sleep very well last night.. Nightmare interrupted my sleep.. =_________=" Have you ever been in a situation where your nightmare seemed so real? >.<" I hate it whenever that kind of situation embraces me! >.<" I am not going to write anything about that nightmare though, doesn't worth to be mentioned here neither..

Catch me if you can.

2011-11-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys.. I am freaking tired at the moment and I am currently on my hibernating process.. Lol! Just wanna share with this one song that I am currently listening to.. An original song from Jess Moskaluke, Catch Me If You Can.. Highly recommended song to be purchased from iTunes.. =)

Ustream and Alex G.

2011-11-02T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hey Guyssss~ and once again, Hey Guuuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyysss~ mwahahahaha~ How are you today guys? =) Hope y'all have a hunky-dory day~ =) As for me~ Hmm.. I endured one bad thing as I claimed to be today but then behind that bad thing, so many good things happened to me, JUST IN ONE DAY! It feels like, KABOOOM!

Where should I start or How should I start? Shall I start now? =_______=" Mwahahahaha~ Sorry about that~ =) Sugar rush, I guess.. =) Okay~ I think I will start with the bad thing.. ='( Unfortunately and sadly, someone that I really love and the most, my beloved mother had to go to hospital again today.. ='( But fortunately, the doctor didn't charge her to the ward.. Thanks Allah~ =') So guys, please and please.. I am begging you from the tip of my head to my feet.. Please do pray for her health.. =') It'd mean the world to me if you guys are willing to do so.. =) I love you guys.. =)

Okay good things.. =) I was checking my Facebook when I saw Alex G's status! "Is anyone wanting to chat?? Come and join me on Ustream!! Maybe I'll sing you a few songs too!" and I was like, "Bloodyheck! This is live!" Lol! If you guys are wondering what Ustream actually is.. It's not an animal nor a human.. =P but a website where your favourite artist(s) can have a chat with you guys~ and guess what? There's a video on it! and once again, guess what? It isn't a recorded video but a live one! How cool is that?? HAHAHAHA so yea for the first time ever in my life, I visited and logged on into Ustream.. Alex G was on the line~ =') Awwwwwwwwwwww!!! She looks so damn hot! and cuteeee! Mwahahaha! I felt like, "ARGHH!! I wanna meet her so bad!" ahahahahahahaha okay here are some snapshot or printscreen or screencapture of the Ustream with Alex G that I took this evening~ =)

Arghhh! I love her smile~ like, so much! \( ♥-♥ )/ She sang a lot of songs for us and guess what? She sang her second original song tooo!! ♥ Can't wait for it to be recorded.. and the thing that I liked the most was that, she sang Monster by Paramore! ♥ Wahhhhhh! Seriously.. I was seriously sad upon my mom's health.. Who doesn't? X( but then she managed to put a smile on my face.. =') and the picture below.. Let me explain what happened.. =P She was playing and singing Sparks Fly by Taylor Swift when suddenly she stopped because she was too tired~ It was around 3:30a.m of USA time when she had the Ustream session with her fans all over the world.. =) She said this, "Sorry guys, I got beaten by my guitar!"

The whole session lasted for about an hour.. =) I was supposed to go for a jog but I stayed in my room instead.. LOL! Hmmm... =') Do you guys think that was the only reason why I am happy up until now? Ehehehehe I am running out of words.. I'll just post a picture to explain y'all why! XD

Click on the picture to enlarge it~ ♥

Look at the chat box! I mean the chat box in the picture~ HAHAHAHA I posted something to her and I thought she would just skip or ignore it but I WAS WRONG! She read it out loud in a cute way and said, "awwwww~ I am really sorry about your mother.. I hope she'll get well soon.. and thank you so much~ S*&^&@(&%@(!^" ♥♥♥♥♥♥ hahaha she said something after that but I couldn't hear them clearly~ Blame the internet connection! ARGHH! but I feel so damn happy that she did respond on my post~ =') ahhhh~ She really really really really really really and really made my day bloomed! =') I feel like I am the luckiest person ever live in this world..♥ She's a very downhearted person and she honestly told us that she just broke up two weeks ago~ awwww~ pity girl.. ='(

Sorry about my English.. Lol! I'm happy but tired~ I am a human with skeletons and I need rest~ Ahahahahaha I've been suffering sleep disorder for more than two weeks now..Can someone tell me how I can really cure this? ='(

Mr. Bean at the Library.

2011-11-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

Hey Silent Readers~! I just wanna share one video of my favourite comedian actor, Rowan Atkinson.. My eldest nephew told me about this one video that never ever been played on Disney Channel.. and he was right! It was my very first time to watch this episode! What a shame! I'd thought that I've watched all of Mr. Bean's Episodes! But I was wrong~ Lol! This episode is called "Mr. Bean at the Library".. Enjoy~ =)

Jessica and Respond.

2011-11-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

Hey my Silent Readers~ =) How are you guys? =) hehehe.. I was so freaking excited and happy last night when something that I can say surprising and amazing happened.. =') Do you remember the girl named Jesicca Moskaluke? I am not sure if I already mention her name here or not~ haha but if you DID click on the link that directs you to Eppic's song, Storm before the calm, that I'd posted a few days ago, I am pretty sure you'd be familiar with that name~ =) She's a friend of Alex G and Eppic of course.. If you knew Tyler Ward.. You'd know every single name that I'd mentioned just now.. =) They are Tyler's Crew.. =) Okay! Talking about Jessica! EHEHEHEHE! *big smile on my face* She has a fan page that she created by herself on Facebook so yea since I am a fan of hers, so I liked her page without any hesitation~ and again.. without any hesitation I posted something on her wall.. =) I wasn't expecting for her to reply or respond to it honestly but then.. Something happened!

Ahhhhh!! She responded!! Mwahahahahaha! I know I am kinda exaggerating but hey~ She's an artist! Fuuuuhhhh~ =') I am hoping for Alex G to reply my post on her wall though, but Jessica's respond is enough to made my day.. =) and if you're wondering, "who is that person that liked his comment?"

Missing You.

2011-11-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

I suddenly missed my brother whom currently doing his doctoral internship course for two years at Aberdeen, Scotland.. ='( I really missed you and I don't know why, my beloved brother.. ='( Please come back soon!

Vet and Eppic.

2011-11-01T13:05:00.003+08:00

Hey my Silent Readers.. =) It's first day of November! Happy November guys! =) So, I managed to bring Emma and Bobo to VET yesterday.. It was turn no. 5 when I arrived and my turned was no. 10.. But still, the 5 turns different made me waited for about an hour until my number finally called out.. >.<" As I expected, Emma suffers from ear infection.. I merely put the blame to the original owner for this! They should've bring her to VET earlier.. Now, Emma's head will be tilted forever, like FOREVER and EVER! What a pathetic baby~ ='( Then Bobo.. I asked the Vet to give him a vitamin vaccination.. =) and guess what? It makes him hyper.. and I wonder, was that really vitamins or sugar? Lol!

They just gave Emma a bottle of Apex Ear Drops.. I have to give her two drops per single day according to their prescription.. Hopefully, she'll get better.. It's okay that her head will be tilted permanently, I am okay with that.. as long as she's healthy, then nothing else matters.. =)

Oh! Something weird happens to me! Hmm.. Honestly saying, I hate Hiphop! Lol! Don't ask me why, because I don't really know why too~ XD But it was last night when I first listened to this one Youtube Singer, "Eppic".. I knew him from Alex G of course.. *blush* she's cute~ XD mwahahaha! Okay back to main topic~ =P He's very very good! Seriously, I have 3 of his original songs on my phone and yea, that's weird.. Why? Because I once said, "No Hiphop on my phone!" Mwahahahaha! You should listen to his songs too! Especially this song, Storm Before The Calm.. A serious breathtaking song! But guys, let me get things clear.. I am not saying that I love all types of hiphop.. I only like hiphop when it comes to Eppic..and no on else.. =) Korean Hiphop? pfffft~ Sorry man~ =P Ahahahahahaha!

Pray for my baby Emma, Guys. =)

Heavy and URGH!

2011-10-31T01:21:00.001+08:00

She has the most gorgeous smile! >.<"

It's 1:03am at the moment.. And I feel so damn tired.. but guess what? I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!! I feel so damn heavy but the my eyes refused to shut.. So annoying! =______=" Hey guys, for the first time.. I've made some research about Alex G.. To my surprise, she's still 19! She's younger than me! Like woaaaaah! For real? Mwahahahaha! She's extremely talented then.. It's a bless for her to has that wonderful face, oops sorry.. voice is what I meant.. Lol! and she's an Aprilian.. Born on the 12th of April, so yea she's an Aprilian.. Lol!

I am currently composing a new song, but I am not sure whether it is going to be a Malay song, like my first three songs, or an English song.. I am thinking of making an English song though.. but it's so damn difficult! Still didn't have the idea of what kind of song should I write, the story, the concept and such.. I wanna make a song that can make people cries.. Well.. No.. I shouldn't do that.. Ahahahahahaha.. Gosh.. I am just being so random here.. like seriously, I don't have anything to write or share with you guys, honestly.. It's just that I am killing my time now.. >.<"

I found my old blog's password and username just now.. and guess what? I felt freaking disgraced as I went through my latest posts on the blog.. URGHH!! It was full with those so-called-wonderful-love-stories where actually, in reality all of them are supposed to be oh-you've-got-played-by-damn-love-stories... =__________=" I am thinking of deleting the blog tomorrow as I don't have any significant reason of keeping it alive.. Complete rubbish..Utter nonsense.. >.<"

Seriously, please God.. Let me sleep, not eternally though.. LOL! I have to wake early tomorrow.. Gotta bring Emma to Vet.. >.<" Hmm.. I think I am just going to force myself to sleep now.. It's still 1:20am.. wahhh.. It took me 17 minutes just to write this short?! You must be kidding.. =_________=" ahaha okay, love you guys!

Nineteen and Go SMS Pro.

2011-10-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hello my precious Silent Readers.. =) Here we silently meet again.. =) How are you guys? How's life so far? I wish you all a blissful life.. =) Nothing much really happened today.. Oh Guys~!! I had purchased and downloaded Alex G's new original song, Nineteen on iTunes today.. and I'm currently listening to it right now.. =') I love this song so much.. Maybe it's majority because I am so madly in love with her mwahahahaha! I've changed my mind, I wanna meet her FIRST before Taylor Swift~! LOL! XD I found this one great picture of her on the net.. The picture that shines through my eyes every single time I switched my laptop on.. =)

I am really sorry guys if my post bores you to death.. It's just that I couldn't avoid and resist the temptation to write about her.. X)

Oh! Let's talk about Android! I am not sure myself whether or not I have mention about this one SMS application called "Go SMS Pro".. An application cleverly created by the creator of Go Launcher EX, Go Dev Team.. It's totally different from the Apple application, iMessage though.. iMessage is only available and downloadable for Apple's users.. So basically saying, that application can only be used between two or more Apple Gadgets with iO5 system.. For example, iPhone to iPhone, iPhone to iPad or even iPad to iPod.. as long as those gadgets use iO5 system.. what's so special about this application? You can send a message for free, just like the inbox system on Facebook.. =) But I am an Android's user and Android is what really matters here.. XD If you're hoping this Android application "Go SMS Pro" to be the identical to the iMessage, then you're just wasting your time hahaha you still need to pay for the SMS though..unfortunately~ XD This application is extremely useful for Samsung Galaxy User.. I am not sure if all Galaxies are the same, but I've observed that Samsung Galaxy's original SMS application limits your SMS pages.. What I am trying to point out here is that.. The original SMS application will split up your SMS and changed it to MMS instead if your SMS is longer than 3 pages.. But don't worry and be happy as Go SMS Pro can solve this problem! =) It allows you to send larger SMS (more than 3 pages) without splitting it to MMS.. =) With this application, you can download some good themes on Android Market.. It's fancier, nicer and cooler than the original Android Phone's SMS application.. You can change your font, font colour, font size, background colour and so on.. Go SMS Theme Creator comes along with this SMS application.. It is another application that allows you to CREATE and DESIGN your own theme for you Go SMS app.. It's quite complicated on the first attempt but just keep on the track and you'll get your satisfying theme.. =) I recommend these two applications, Go SMS Pro and Go SMS theme creator for you to download.. They're free to be downloaded from Android Market.. =)

Nineteen and Emma.

2011-10-29T22:39:00.002+08:00

Guysssssss!!~ X) Alex G just uploaded her OWN and ORIGINAL song entitled "Nineteen" and guess what? SERIOUSLY! I am in love with her song! So beautifully written.. =') And I can feel her misery that she's trying to send, give and express in her song~ Gotta buy that song as soon as possible.. =) It's only US$0.99 on iTunes.. =) I already post her iTunes link right? ehehehe okay you can hear her song here.. Please support her and buy her songs.. =)

Oh about my new female Guinea Pig.. I named her "Emma".. I wanna call her "Coco" on my first thought, thanks to Ezan for the idea.. but then I unexpectedly stumbled upon the name on the net.. =) She's hmm.. I don't know.. She's weird hahahaha yea, her head is still tilted to the left.. is it right or left? XD I put her and Bobo on their playpen for more than 4 hours I guess.. She looked weird when I didn't give them anything.. but then.. She became ACTIVE, like very very active after I put some "EXPENSIVE" guinea pig food on their bowl.. Mwahahahahaha! and as expected, she became weak again after the bowl emptied.. Capi2 wah! >.<" and yea, I didn't manage to bring her to Vet today.. Reason? =) Didn't manage to wake up early.. =) So Monday it is then.. =)

Twitter! I created a Twitter account last month.. On the 15th of September.. with the intention of trying to stalk my little sister.. ahahaha but ended with me forgetting my username.. ahahahahahaha so mission failed.. XD epic failed! But my intention changed today.. I was browsing Alex G's Youtube channel when I found her Twitter link on her description.. So without any hesitation I clicked upon the link and yehaaaa! I found Alex G's Twitter! hahaha so yea, I tried my best to find my username and I felt so glad that I found it! Her twitter was the first one that I followed and followed by Ruki of the GazettE's twitter.. =) I am following 7 tweets users but sadly, I have 0 follower! HAHAHA failedddddddddd! XD but it'd mean the world to me if Alex G follows my Twitter back! X) I know it's quite impossible though.. double failed now.. ='( Alex! Please do follow me back! Mwahahahahaha! Sounds so desperate!

Infection.

2011-10-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

My Silent Readers.. ='( I am seriously not in a good mood at the moment.. *sigh* Guess what? I got Bobo's wife swapped with other female Guinea Pig.. Two reasons why.. One is for good and the other one is unfortunately the other way around.. ='( First reason.. the good thing.. I just wanted to save his wife from getting underage pregnancy.. ='( Second reason.. the damn thing.. I want a bigger one so that I can breed faster.. ='(

The moment when I saw the new Guinea Pig.. I was like, "wow! the exact GP that I am looking for!" but then.. suddenly that guy said, "his head is some kind of tilted to the right..But that is NORMAL" *I translated that for you guys.. =)* But then.. I didn't feel that thing is normal.. So I got my laptop on, with Alex G's picture on the screen.. and I googled it down.. and guess what? I was right! It wasn't NORMAL! It was the sign of Ear Infection! Argh!!! Seriously! What should I do? Just wait and see her to reach her eternal sleep? or bring her to VET? Of course, I am going to bring her to VET.. but then.. A friend of mine told me that bringing her to the Gov's VET is just a complete waste of time.. because they know utterly NOTHING! >.<" Private VET would cost me more than $60 for one treatment.. ARGH! where the heck can I get that amount of money? ='( Dayumnnn...

Alex G and Hayley.

2011-10-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hey Silent Readers~ =) Here we silently meet again~ =) I'm currently addicted to Alex G's cover on Paramore's song, Monster.. Seriously! It's an epic song seriously.. Honestly speaking, I only knew one song from Paramore, Decade.. I am not into Paramore obviously but I love Hayley's wonderful voice! Especially her high notes.. X) Okay back to my story.. As usual, Alex changed the song to her own version and guess what? Frankly saying, I love her version with Eppic even more than the original version.. Sorry, Paramore's fans.. I'm not being bias her.. No doubt, Paramore's is awesome too! Please do listen to her cover on Youtube.. You won't regret anything.. I promise.. =) Alex G's Monster.. Please do support her and her music by purchasing her songs on iTunes.. One song is only US$1.29.. =) You can download her songs here.. Alex's iTunes store..

Paramore - Monster

You were my conscience

so solid now you're like water

We started drowning

not like we'd sink any further

But I let my heart go

it's somewhere down at the bottom

But I'll get a new one.

come back for the hope that you've stolen

I'll stop the whole world

from turning into a monster, and eating us alive

Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?

But now that you're gone the world is ours

I'm only human

I've got a skeleton in me

But I'm not the villain

despite what you're always preaching

Call me a traitor

I'm just collecting your victims

They're getting stronger,

I hear them calling

I'll stop the whole world

from turning into a monster, and eating us alive

Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?

But now that you're gone the world is ours

Well you found us strength and solutions but I liked the tension

And not always knowing the answers when you're gonna lose it, you're gonna lose it.

I'll stop the whole world

from turning into a monster, and eating us alive

Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?

But now that you're gone the world is ours

I'll stop the whole world

from turning into a monster, and eating us alive

Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?

But now that you're gone the world is ours

Rain and Extraordinary measure.

2011-10-25T22:35:00.001+08:00

Dear my Silent Readers.. We silently meet again~ =) How are you guys? Hope you have a blissful day today~ =) I'm currently listening to Taylor Swift's Song, Long Live.. A cool song that gives me a chill on my back.. =) But Haunted will always be the best.. XD

Yesterday! Hmmm.. Wait lemme recall.. Okay~ I had finished watching Hell's Kitchen Season 7 yesterday~ Teheee~!! It felt so great to see Holli winning the battle! X) She deserved it better than the rest of the team.. But I heard that she didn't get the job at Savoy in London? Am I right? If yes, ohhh~ Poor Holli.. and I heard that she was paid US$2 Millions instead? Correct me if I'm wrong.. If that was true.. WOAHH!! XD Mwahahaha! That's AWESOME! Guess what guys? I've sent a friend request to her on Facebook.. But up until now, no respond at all~ LOL! Well.. It's okay~ =)

Oh for the first time ever, well it was my second time actually.. >.<" I went for a jog with my pink shoes and a friend of mine at Minister of Health's recreational park! Gosh.. I love that place! Not too crowded, nice environment - ignoring the fact that there were two dogs barking like mad.. Just go away, will ya? =__________=" I don't like dogs really and I'm sorry.. >.<" The jogging session went smoothly and just fine.. You guys should try to jog there too~ Simply recommended.. =)

And today? I jogged again at Padang Kebajikan.. Two rounds and I dashed back to my car.. Wanna know why? It rained fiercely.. =________=" and I accidentally sprained my ankles.. Urgh.. What a day..

Sorry that my sentences are kinda messy here.. >.<" I'm tired.. and sleepy~ Gotta go to sleep after this.. Oh yea.. I watched "Extraordinary Measures" twice today.. and seriously, I love this movie! Wondrously inspiring movie indeed.. A short review about the movie.. This movie is about parents who have two children that suffered from Pompe Disease.. Used to be an incurable genetic disease until they finally found the "special medicine" as they claimed.. Their child conditions were getting worst that forced him to left his job as a CEO and traveled thousands miles away to see a scientist at Nabareska.. A scientist that makes a research upon this disease but non of his theory is funded.. However, they succeeded to get a sponsorship for their clinical trials.. and however again, the drugs manufactured are only for the used of the infants - the parents' children are seven and nine unfortunately.. Betrayal, love, joy and sadness go through as the movie flows.. Highly recommended movie.. Watch it guys! It does worth the time.. =)

HEYY HEYY! I found something when I was streaming GazettE's live performance on youtube! Check this out guys, VORTEX! and you'll see, "The GazettE has been requested by viewers in 43 countries" and guess what? BRUNEI DARUSSALAM was on the list! Kyaaaaaaaaaa!!! The GazettE heard their fans' requests from Brunei! Gosh.. I don't know why but I feel so damn happy! XD The GazettE! Please do come to Brunei.. I'd sell everything that I have just to see your concert! >.<"

Alex Again, Holli and PowerAmp.

2011-10-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

My precious Silent Readers.. I am really sorry for the lack of update for the past few days.. One solid reason why.. I was too tired.. Tired as in extremely tired.. >.<" So how are you guys? =) Hope everyone is hunky-dory! =)

Let's get straight to the point.. I am madly addicted and should I say "Madly In Love" with the youtube's singer, Alex G! I really really want to see her eyes to eyes, face to face! and of course, after I met the GazettE and Taylor swift~ X) The GazettE is the only band and celebrities that I'm dying to meet and see in real life! >.<" Seriously, I will definitely spend my money to attend their concert someday! Someday, One day, it'll come.. I believe in that.. >.<" Okay back to main story.. Alex G~ I just couldn't resist the temptation to watch one of her videos on youtube, not even once.. Seriously addictive.. Her voice relaxes me down, her cute face drowns me into this some kind of fantasy world~ LOL! For those readers who haven't watch or seen her video, please don't hesitate to add a new tab on your browser, visit Youtube and type in on the search.. "ALEX G" =)

Oh! I've been watching another tv show, Hell's Kitchen Season 7 since last week.. and bloody hell! It was Fantastic! The first episode that I watched was episode 10 or 11 I guess.. The episode where Nilka got expelled from the kitchen.. and I found it kinda funny but sad in the same time.. Weird.. >.<" One chef caught my eyes, Chef Holli Ulgade.. She's kinda funny but sweet and sexy in my opinion.. LOL! So many people love her including Chef Jay.. =P mwahahaha! She's superbly good in making appetizer and of course, her creativity and skills that made her to be the winner of Hell's kitchen Season 7.. I am glad she won the contest as I don't know why.. I feel like.. Nobody deserves the place except for her and Benjamin.. Well.. That's just my arrogant opinion though.. Benjamin is an extremely good chef but he lacks this leading skill.. and he's such a swagger.. =_________=" You guys should watch this season too.. Highly recommended.. I know I am kinda outdated actually as they are currently having their ninth season of the show ahahahaha but mannn~ I just love that season! and guess what? I feel like I wanna be a great chef too~ =P

Oh yea.. Bad thing happened last Thursday.. I was cleaning my Guinea Pigs' cage when suddenly I accidentally tripped on the cage and broke my headset! GAHHH!! I used it only for less than two solid months! arghh! How pathetic is that? =___________=" Seriously.. I felt so damn pissed off that I would crash that cage really hard.. =__________=" but it's okay really.. =) wanna know why? =)

Tadaaaaa!! LOL! I've got the replacement already~ X) It costs me 52 bucks but it's definitely okay! Wanna know why? It sounds superbly sexy! and the part where you can design this headset is what I love the most! You can put your picture or anything on the circle area thingy.. Just take off the plastic cover, put your picture, close it back and hey.. You've got your DIY headset! I just love this headset.. Highly recommended if you wanted to get a good headset so bad but you're currently on your budget saving.. =P Of course one day I'll get my self that original Dr. Dre's Headset! I found the grade A one at Bit Computer today though.. and it's only BND$190.. =_____=" Seriously.. that's like.. 70% cheaper than the original one.. XD

What's next? A great headset would be amazingly awesome with a great music player.. I just downloaded this one music application on my phone from Android Market.. =) It's called "PowerAmp".. You can get the trial for free or buy the full version from Android Market.. I have the full version one in my phone and do you want me to comment? yea sure man! XD Okay! It is a very very convenient, friendly and stunning music player application.. One thing that I love the most is it's equalizer! Astonishingly amazing and friendly! The pre-amp is awesome especially the "Bass and Treble" pre-amp setting.. Making a playlist is quite confusing actually.. You won't get any song on the music player upon your first installation.. but what you can do is.. Go to setting and click on the music folders.. Just slowly follow the next step.. Follow the trajectory pal~ =P Overall, I seriously recommend this application for you to download, my dear Adroid-user friends! 9.5/10 application! Good job dear creator!

The gorgeous equalizer

Not productive.

2011-10-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

My Precious Silent Readers.. We silently meet again tonight, here in my precious blog.. =) I know those are hackneyed phrases.. But I just couldn't stop writing and typing them down.. =) How are you guys? =) I am really sorry that I didn't write that much yesterday as I was way too tired, sleepy and simply exhausted.. Oh yea.. There's nothing feels so great than knowing the fact that someone loves something that you're currently doing.. Thanks to my silent reader named Linda and to all of you, my precious silent readers! =)

I can say today wasn't really my productive day.. I spent almost all of my free time at home, watching one of the famous celebrities Reality TV Shows; Keeping up with the Kadarshians.. I've been watching this Reality Show for ages together with Life of Kimora and yea, I'm still watching it even after my friend called me "gay".. Lol! I couldn't find anything wrong of watching this reality show seriously, I think it's amusing and inspirational indeed.. I watch it for the merriment of it.. =) Today's episodes are my favourite of all! Kim's wedding ceremony.. I knew that I was kinda outdated but seriously, I didn't have enough time to watch her wedding live last week.. Was it last week? or the week before? >.<" Nevertheless, it was one of the greatest wedding ceremony indeed.. =) Congrats Kimmy for your wedding, who knows she might be reading my blog too? AHAHAHA!! In your dream, Lihin~ =P

Tomorrow is the dead line of the photography contest or homework as I called it.. >.<" and I downheartedly and sincerely apologize that I just.. couldn't make it.. Seriously, times are killing me and my ability.. >.<" The rule says I have to submit at least 10 pictures from any of the given categories that include buildings, festival, beaches, people, so on and so forth.. Yea.. The decision has been made, I have to take a step backwards.. Sorry Teacher for disappointing you.. ='(

Out of sudden, I missed Scotland.. The people, the shopping complexes, the underground Tubes, the weather, the food.. I missed every single thing! How I wish I can turn the time back to June so I can be there again! >.<" Sounds so desperate! Mwahahahaha! X) Fortunately in my case, the "missing" feeling can be mended by looking at any picture that I took back in Scotland and reminiscing the past memories.. =)

University of Glasgow

I seriously couldn't believe the fact that I had stepped my feet onto the university that I really really adore, University of Glasgow.. I still remember the moment when I first entered the university, the people, the environment and the smell; everything was just so perfect to me! I am madly in love with the ancient design of the university.. The picture above is one of the pictures that I took while waiting for my brother's graduation ceremony to come to its end and I simply love this picture! If you're wondering how did I feel of being inside this unique buildings? X) I felt like I was in Hogwarts!! School of Witchcraft and Wizardy~ X) Mwahahahahaha!

Oh! Android Icecream Sandwich or numerically Android 4.0 has been released today! I am not sure where though because I didn't manage to watch the live launching ceremony on Youtube Live today.. Quite busy with house chores.. But I did watch the preview of this new Android System on Youtube.. Apparently, I only know one smart gadget that has this system in it; Samsung Galaxy Nexus! and sorry again, I am not really sure if our local gadget stores have this phone already in stock.. I only watched the preview video so I am still not qualified to comment anything on the system.. but the only thing that I can say after watching the preview video.. I LOVE THIS NEW ANDROID SYSTEM! It looks absolutely stunning especially the face scanning security lock thingy! Mwahahaha.. Seriously, with this new Android 4.0.. you can unlock your "security-locked" phone just by showing and letting your gadget to detect your face! How awesome is that? XD You can watch the preview HERE.. How I wish I can update my phone's firmware up to 4.0... ='(

Talking about Youtube.. I was browsing Taylor Swift's live videos on Youtube when I found this one video of two girls covering my favourite Taylor's song, Haunted.. I am not sure the name of the second singer though but the first singer really really caught my eyes.. Her voice is so wonderful and her face..I can say she's cute.. Lol! my sister said, "there's something wrong with your eyes today" because she thinks of the opposite way.. =) I love my sister so much! =) LOL! Her name is Alex G.. Sounds like a guy's name but no.. I'm not gay! Let me rephrase it again, I AM NOT GAY! LoL! XD She's a girl.. duhrrr! =______=" I still didn't know her very well, haven't do any "research" about her yet.. =P but this is one of my favourite covers of hers.. A short preview of her cover with Adam Stanton on Lady Antebellum's song, Just a Kiss.. Enjoy!~

So until we meet again,
Assalamualaikum and Tata~ =)

Night Photography.

2011-10-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hey Silent Readers.. Nothing much to write here, I just want to keep this blog updated so yea I'll just share this picture with you guys... =)

Masya-Allah.. what a beautiful mosque..

Applications.

2011-10-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

Dear my precious Silent Readers.. =) I was supposed to go for another photohunting today.. But the weather didn't allow me to do so.. =) So yea.. I am not sure whether or not I can complete the task within the given period of time.. If I couldn't make it before the deadline, then.. Hmmm.. I'd lose a great chance.. But seriously, it's an extremely task you know.. >.<"

Oh yea.. It has been a while since my last information on Android application.. I've downloaded an application that will access you to your Facebook account easily.. I normally used Facebook for Android JUST for notifications and Opera Mini to check them out.. The only reason why I used the Android version of Facebook ONLY for notifications was that.. It didn't work well on a low specification android, like mine honestly.. It was superbly slow and it takes around 2 minutes just to refresh the "home".. But it works very well in a higher android phone like Samsung Galaxy Tab or Samsung Galaxy S II.. =) I was browsing Android Market when I found this one application.. An application called "Freindcaster".. Honestly I was just "trying" the application but hell damn it.. I am in love with it! and the best part of this application is that.. I can play all my videos that I had uploaded into Facebook.. Something which I couldn't do neither on Opera Mini nor Facebook for Android.. The notifications is very informative and look so gorgeous on your home screen.. So I honestly recommend this application for you to download.. It's free.. 9/10 application =)

Go Launcher EX is another application that I would like to recommend to you guys.. =) It is an application that can change your phone's theme.. Frankly saying, original Samsung theme bores me to death and thanks Allah that I found this application.. =) You can change your theme whenever you want... Just by downloading this application and of course, your favourite theme on Android Market.. =) This application is quiet friendly so yea.. I rated it 9/10.. =) Disadvantage? Hmmm.. I found that this application didn't work nicely on HTC or any Android phone with Horizontal screen.. X(

With the Go Launcher EX application.. you shouldn't hesitate to download Go Calendar.. It is a very good calendar widget that you can get from Android Market for you Android Phone.. It is a widget not an application.. So you can put it on your home screen thus making your life easier.. =) Disadvantage? You couldn't use it WITHOUT Go Launcher EX.. =)

For the first time in my life, I watched this movie about the world most famous social network, "Facebook".. The movie itself entitled "Social Network".. The movie is about Facebook obviously.. Well.. I don't think the story was made based on the real thing but my little sister said it was "40% real".. 2 hours movie and you won't feel regret.. =) Must watch movie!

I think that's all for now? =) ehehe sorry no picture today.. =)

So until we meet again,
Assalamualaikum.. =)

Please.. don't hurt her anymore..Just stop it already.. I don't want to see her down..

Weird and Poo.

2011-10-17T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hey Silent Readers.. Something weird happens to me.. I was sleeping when suddenly I woke up exactly during midnight with this weird feeling and thought, "I need to revise".. like seriously! Am I used to this habit? No..I don't think so.. what the heck? =_____________=" I am really really in need of a very good decent sleep.. Hmmm...

So.. Since I am wide awake now, allow me to share some stories that had happened yesterday.. Sunday 16th October 2011.. My eyes opened to see the world again at around 7:30 I guess because I'd promised to bring my little sister for a breakfast at.. Couldn't remember but I did take a picture of the restaurant's name and of course using my phone camera.. Wait let me check.. oh it's "something Iskandar - House of Curry" LOL! wanna know about the restaurant? okay..a brief information..It's located next to KFC Berakas branch at Lambak Kanan.. The only thing that you'll spot as you go there is.. the crowd.. X) Seriously.. the restaurant is always so packed up and crowded with sea of people.. There are two menu that I recommend to you guys! Their Murtabak Telur and Ice Milo.. mwahahahahaha! and if I'm not mistaken, they cost $2.40 and $1.30 respectively... but seriously.. Their Murtabak is the best in Brunei IF you have it fresh.. No tapau! Tapau will definitely reduced its taste and aroma.. AHAHAHA I think I look.. kinda exaggerating here? LOL! but yea, please do spend your time to try them.. You won't regret.. Trust me.. =)

What's next? Okay.. We had this Doa Selamat and family gathering at our house.. and yea, it was a success but I didn't know why.. Somehow I didn't have the appetite to eat.. =__________=" Maybe it might be because I was too tired to open my mouth? Lazy to chew them? and Lazy to swallow them? >.<" I don't know.. hmmm..

A few hours after the majlis, I drove to Kapok at 60km/h.. X) and guess what? I brought Bobo and his wife with me! ehehehehehe so cuteee.. We went to my friend, Faez's house because I wanna visit his sidekicks! and guess what? His guinea pigs are so freaking damn cuteeeeee!! >.<" I feel like I wanna put one into my pocket! Mwahahahaha! His first Abyssinian guinea pig named Fury is my favourite.. I met him for the first time during Ramadhan and he was just about the size of my palm.. but he looks so damn HUGE and HEAVY yesterday.. >.<" Oh one damn thing happened.. Bobo and his wife embarrassed me A LOT! They just couldn't stop from peeing and pooing.. like.. what the heck is wrong with you guys? =___________=" seriously.. So bau ehhh! >.<" and I didn't manage to take any picture.. Too lazy wahh.. =)

What else? hmm.. I think that's all for tonight.. I wanna force myself to sleep.. =) Oh yea before that... I wanna show you guys two pictures that I took.. =) enjoy!

I took this last three week I guess? My friend called this 'Light Trail'

Oh before I end this post.. My friend asked me to mention his name.. AZIM! okay happy now Jim? AHAHAHA!

So until we meet again,
Assalamualaikum.. =)

Photo hunting, again.

2011-10-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey Silent Readers.. I am sleepy and yet my eyes refused to shut.. How funny is that?! So annoying mehh~ =________=" Okay.. the main reason why I am updating my precious blog is because.. I wanna share two pictures that I took today.. I went to Brunei's most beautiful mosque, well in my opinion lahh~ Masjid Jame' Asr Hassanil Bolkiah.. It was my first time to do photo hunting there and yea, I was quite lost.. Like, "where should I start?" "which part should I take first?" "why is it so bright today? Ahhhh!" Mwahahahahaha! but seriously.. It was extremely bright today.. =_________=" and the moon looks spooky-ly gorgeous tonight.. =)

So yea, here you go.. enjoy! =)

Heavy light, dark base, Golden shine. ah whatever..

What is this? My photography teacher called this "Yellow-Bell" and I called it "Bunga Raya Kuning" Ahahahahaha!

Yawn.

2011-10-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hi Silent Readerssss! We silently meet again.. I'm freaking sleepy, heavy, tired and wore down at the moment.. *yawn* I just *yawn* got back *yawn* from Anggrek Desa Primary School, and yea! I've finished my exam! Mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!! Soo...Happy!! *yawn* I'm.. *yawn* FREEEEEE!! *yawn* okay.. now, it's Photography time~~ Weeeeeheeeee~ Gosh I have assignment to do.. crap! *yawn* and crab! apakan! Lame! -.-

Should I write about the exam? Hmmm.. it was pretty decent but still.. it was just okay for me.. At least, my two sleepless nights do worth it.. =) Alhamdulillah.. What I love the most about the paper? =) All the topics that I concentrated onto were out on the questions paper! What a relief~ fuuuhh~ Now, let's wait for 3-4 months time for the result to be release? I am hoping to get at least a C and I really really hope of getting B or higher.. >.<" Amiin~

Sorry that I didn't update yesterday's post.. Straight to point, two main reasons why.. One! Internet connection suddenly turned out to be a bunch of shit! Seriously TelBru, we are paying $85 every single month just for the internet service! Not to waste our electricity of switching and powering on the modem and wireless router, but no connection at all? LOL! So please stop shitting on us.. Just give us a better internet connection service already.. =__________=" Second! I was too busy preparing and brainstorming for today's exam.. >.<" There's nothing that I want now, neither drink nor food but sleep.. >.<" I seriously feel so damn heavy you know.. Hmmm... *yawn hysterically*

I am still thinking, searching and looking for a name for Bobo's wife.. Hmm.. do you have any idea? Please help me.. >.<"

I think hmm... that's all for now.. wanna have a short nap before I am off to hospital later.. =)

Muted Alarm, Vanilla Ice Coffee and Revision.

2011-10-14T05:25:00.001+08:00

Hello Silent Readers! As usual, silently we meet again.. =) It's 5:21am at the moment. I slept at around 9 pm last night with a plan of setting my phone's alarm to wake me up at midnight.. and guess what? my phone's battery died and the alarm muted.. =_______=" Alhamdulillah and amazingly, I was awoken by some stupid dream exactly at 12:05am.. fuhhh~ so yea.. I immersed 240ml of Mr.Brown's Vanilla Ice Coffee into my belly, keeping me awake up until now..but yea I'm mentally tired at the moment.. 4 hours of revision really really cracks my head but I am pretty sure more brain cells are connected now.. LOL! but that's what I want! wuhuuuu~ =)

Yesterday.. Well got nothing much to write about yesterday really.. Spent my day with books, guitar and my phone.. Taylor Swift's Haunted really really caught my interest so yea, I tried to play it on guitar.. The chords are quite easy though, at least I didn't stress out while trying to figure out the chords by ears.. XD the father chord is Dm.. =) I haven't check ultimate-guitar.com though.. but I am pretty sure they'll have one.. =)

Hmm.. I think that's all for now.. Wanna have some nap before I revise again later.. =) So until next time, eh wait.. later lah saja.. XD See you later.. will update this again to share more stories and pictures, maybe or maybe not..

Picture for today:

This is what I call, Lomography.. =)

Bye and Hi.

2011-10-12T22:53:00.003+08:00

Heyy Silent Readers! as usual, here we meet again! Silently of course.. =) I was supposed to be sitting in front of my revision notebooks right now but ehehehehehe so tired and malas mehhh~ =) ahahahahaha two main things happened today!

First thing first.. I sold my American guinea pig today.. Wanna know why? because I feel so damn pity for her! seriously, Bobo is too big for her.. I don't want her to get hurt.. seriously.. So yea, I'd prefer to let her go rather than letting her to suffer more.. =) well honestly, letting her go was just a thought actually and I gave a try by offering her on Facebook.. I'd never expect that I managed to get a new owner for her upon my first try.. A deal was made and I had to drive to Sengkurong right after the deal.. and I just realized that Sengkurong is... TOO FAR AWAY from my house.. >.<" I drove 100km/h and I reached there 25 minutes later.. Almost half of an hour.. =_________=" Oh, we chose Hua Ho Sengkurong as our meet point anyways.. So bye bye American.. I called her American by the way.. I hope your new owner will take a very good care of you.. =) and I'm sorry...

Second thing comes after.. =) I bought a new one.. LOL! and it isn't a normal guinea pig this time! Abyssinian Guinea pig and it's only $50! Seriously, it's hard to get one with that cost.. normally breeders will sell it around $60-$80.. depending on the furs and coat.. =) I bought it from a breeder and an animal lover from Tutong, Brandon Lim.. A very polite Chinese guy.. and guess what? We meet over at the same place again.. Hua Ho Sengkurong.. So yea, frankly saying.. I went there twice.. Day time and night time.. -.- Sorry baby Sirion, you must be tired.. I'm tired too.. ='(

Bobo (left) is still.. way too big for her though.. But it's better..

Bobo is extremely cutee! don't you think? Ahahahahahaha and he's very manja you know.. I just love to tease him by hitting the tin where I put his food.. He'll squeak and run onto the sound..and even jump! XD So cutee!

Oh yea! I am currently freaking addicted to this one wonderful song by my current favourite singer, Taylor Swift! A song entitled Haunted... You can hear it by clicking Haunted for the original version and this one, Haunted Acoustic.. As the title says, of course it's the acoustic version.. I seriously love this song! As soon as the song ends, I feel like "arghhh! how wish the song has no endung! I'd be glad if the song has no end" and yea, I'm currently listening to this song.. Taylor Swift really really caught my eyes and glued my ears to her songs..

Chatbox! Problem solved! You guys can drop or leave me a comment upon your visit.. Just comment anything but please don't post something vulgar, offensive and so on okay? =)
I think that's all for now.. It's quite late already.. Gotta wake up early tomorrow and do another final intense revision..

Until next time,

Assalamualaikum..

Chicken sh*t and Bobo's wife.

2011-10-11T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hello Silent Readers! Silently, here we meet again! How are you guys? =) hehehe so.. I sat for my very first Syariah Exam this morning exactly at 9 and ended 23 minutes earlier before afternoon.. =) How was the first you may ask? It was okay.. One question that cracked me up and slowed me down.. "Berikan dan jelaskan hukum bagi masalah jualan ini: Za*something* menjual baja dari najis ayam" and I was like.. Ya Allah! I don't play with shit! >.<" On first thought, I thought it's definitely haram as you know, it is one of the rules, "Tiada yang dijual itu najis" but then another rule crossed gate my mind! "Barangan itu hendaklah mempunyai manfaat pada Syarak" Ahhhhhhh! Baja has its own benefit to people especially farmers, am I right? So.. After second thought, I gently and slowly wrote, "Hukum jualan adalah sah kerana baja mempunyai manfaat kepada pembeli walaupun pada sifat asalnya baja adalah najis" and guess what? It was.. a wrong answer.. =') so.. cool! >.< Overall the paper was okay.. Just paper and I love Sekolah Rendah Anggrek Desa, especially the noises that occupied the warm environment.. Alhamdulillah.. =)

I just bought another Female American Guinea Pig today and it was only $32.. Awwww~ =) ARGHHH!! Guess whatttt??!! I just found a cheaper one only! only $15 mehhh~ Like.. That's half price liao! Dayumnnnn~~ and.. the one that I bought is.. too small to be Bobo's life partner.. >.<" Bobo practices pedophilia now.. =________=" Not funny actually.. I hate to see them like that, such a pity female guinea pig.. I have this weird feeling that I wanna sell her back.. BUT! I am afraid that I couldn't find any replacement for her.. >.<" It took ages to find a female Guinea Pig you know.. =________=" so-sial-wey! damit right? :'( hmm...

Okay! Next thing.. our family just upgraded our current internet connection from the slowest connection in Brunei, 1mbps to second highest one, 3.5mbps last week... LOL! seriously, even connection in UK is 50mbps *i think that's the slowest?* via Virgin network in Scotland and if I'm not mistaken, country with the highest and fastest internet connection is Korea with 3Gbps.. can you imagine that? It's like.. Video on youtube will be played by itself before you click it! Ahahahahaha.. that's too much? ahahaha but I am quite satisfied with the current connection. It only takes less than a minute, 13 seconds to be exact, to download a 4.5mb mp3 file.. well the speed varies depending on the user frequency.. =) do you want a proof? Here you go! The downloading speed is 281kb per second.. hahaha HOWEVER, uploading speed is still.. slow.. unfortunately.. =)

Oh! Chat Box!! Sorry guys, I just couldn't find a way how to unlock it.. AHAHAHA seriously.. what a shame.. hahaha.. I think that's all for now.. Gosh! I just killed a spider.. >.<" tanpa disengajakan.. >.<"

So until next time, Assalamualaikum.. =)

Supports and Bobo.

2011-10-10T03:32:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys.. Alhamdulillah.. With the bless of Allah, I finally managed to finish my Syariah Paper 1 revision.. Now it's time to sit for the exam, hoping for an excellent grade.. Amiin..

It's 3:18AM right now and yea, I am very wide awake.. Couldn't even close my eyes, thanks to Mr. Brown Coffee! I drank 3 tins yesterday's night and here I am.. Sitting in front of my precious laptop, updating my blog for you to read and I hope..enjoy.. =)

Nothing really happened yesterday apart from the fact that I've been doing my revision since yesterday's evening from 2pm to 2:55am of today's time.. How do I feel? Freaking tired and stressed out..but with the supports and encouragements from my beloved and lovely friends, I can relaxed a little.. Thanks and I love you, guys especially YOU! X) LOL! kidding~

I bought a new cage for my Guinea Pig, Bobo.. One reason why? Not because I wanted to waste my money; I HAVE TO. The wood shaving bedding kept on attaching and sticking on Bobo's lovely long hair.. and I HAVE TO CUT THEM like every single time I bathe him! Like.. urghhh! If that thing continues, he'll be bald and become hairless guinea pig! Gosh! His hairs are his pride! He couldn't speak but the way he squeaked every single time my scissors' blades touched his hair.. give me this weird feeling that he is actually screaming out loud saying. "DAMN YOU LIHIN! YOU CUT MY HAIR! DO YOU KNOW HOW PRECIOUS MY HAIRS REALLY ARE??!!" ahahahahahahahahaha and the way he looked at me was like, "I'll make you pay for this!!" nahhh~~ Just exaggerating here~ =P Bobo loves me~ It's just that.. I don't want to use bedding anymore.. Say NO to bedding, together we can save Bobo's hairs! X)

Hmmm.. I think that's all for now.. Like I said, nothing really happened yesterday.. Bye!

As my heart cries.

2011-10-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

No Doubt...

I am still madly in love with.. You...
But hey...
I am okay...
As long as you'd be happy...
With someone that you've been waiting for so long...
Someone who should really appreciates you...
He's very lucky to have you....
Yes, I am jealous in a good way...
Sometimes I feel like...
"How I wish I can be that guy"

But..
I laughed so hard as this phrase crosses by...

but my heart slowly and silently cries inside...
Sometimes I wish for the week before...
To come again...
and embrace me again...

But...

I laughed so hard as this wish crosses by...
But my heart slowly and silently cries inside...
Don't stop smiling my dear friend...
I don't mind to fake a smile...
But I don't want you to fake your smile...
Never stop from Smiling...
Live a happy life...
and I...
Would be happy for you too...

Follower and Polytechnic.

2011-10-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

Silently we meet again my fellow silent readers.. =) I wonder how many readers I really have actually~ LOL! and I feel extremely happy when I saw "1 follower" on my dashboard.. =) Thanks Ai! X) I am hoping for more follower as time goes by.. Insya-Allah and Amiin~

It's Saturday, exactly 3 days before my Syariah Exam.. Hmmm.. Am I ready for this exam? I think it's 70-30.. I am afraid that nervousness will overwhelmed me on that day.. Nauzubillah, please don't! This is my only hope to get a place in UBD..

Oh yea! another thing!! I was so freaking hyper last night! "There was a firework on my chest~" LOL! I was reading Borneo Bulleting when I found something about "Politeknik Brunei"! This institution will be opening it's door starting this January~ Fuuuuh!! I really really hope MOE will call me for a place there! >.<" Amiiin! So yea, for now just wait for the call.. =) I did call them last time.. "Your name would be listed in the Polytechnic's name list".. That's what they said to me, they gave me hope.. and I trust them.. =)

I did some photography yesterday.. but nahhh~ I don't want to upload them now, Sorry~ too lazy to take my memory card off from my DSLR.. X) But I will surely upload them sooner or later.. Just stay tuneee~ Ehehehehe...

I think that's all for today.. Will update this again later, maybe..maybe not..

Simple Wish.

2011-10-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Maggi, Rabbit and Adidas.

2011-10-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

Cute greeting from me! Hello Silent Readers.. Here we meet again.. :) First thing first! Look what I found today at my favourite and No.1 mini mart, Saimajaya Trading Co.?

Maggi Perisa Ayam! Mwahahahahahahaha! Seriously! I've been looking for this Maggi for ages! Seriously hahahahahahahaha and I really really didn't expect that this Maggi and me forgathered today.. LOL! and so sad, I didn't manage to cook it well.. =_________="

I've deactivated my Facebook account just to give myself some space to focus and concentrate more on my studies as well as revisions.. Like one of my idol photographer said, I am off to Nofacebookland world.. Exam is really really around the corner.. oh crapp! I am not ready with Mua'malat like...SERIOUSLY NOT READY! Honestly saying, Mua'malat is the only boring topic in Syariah.. and the hardest I suppose? =_____=" Just wish me luck...

Oh! One bad yet peculiar tragedy happened in the early morning at 7am of Brunei's time today.. I was sleeping when my brother woke me up while shouting at me, "NIP! ARNAB MU LAPAS!" and I was like, "WOAHHH!!" How the hell they can escaped from the locked cage??!! Did I forget to securely and completely lock the cage?? or maybe, there's someone wants to sabotage me?! or playing prank on me???!! Seriously, it wasn't funny, ever at all! LOL! XD My sister's rabbit, Pil Suk, ran to the other side of our backyard while my Rabbit ran to the frontyard of our house.. =_______=" Seriously, this thing kinda... urghh.. I just don't know how to describe it by words.. It just that my rabbit was being way TOO NAUGHTY that he didn't let me to touch his body ever at all! He kept on running and running as if we were in a some kind of race just like in the fairy tale; and yea I am the turtle for sure! =_________=" Seriously not funny! >.<" but Alhamdulillah, we managed to get them back to their cage.. So please Bunnies, stop it already! Do you want me to lock you with cement instead?

What else? Oh! For the first time ever! I bought myself a sport short pant! XD and yea, I felt so damn awkward wearing it.. It wasn't in my life dictionary to wear a short pant that is above my knee! Mwahahahaahaha! But yea, it really really helps me as I jogged around the stadium area.. With the power of that Adidas Short pant, I managed to reach, with only a few meters left, the 'finish' line, non-stop and ignoring the fact that i panted heavily upon the finish line.. XD

So what else? I guess that's all for now.. Gotta revise something before I am off to never never land! what the heck is that? Mwahahahaha! I got that from Metallica's Song, Enter the Sandman.. XD

So until next time,
Assalamualaikum!

Last-Chance Exams

2011-10-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

It's Monday.. Exactly 8 days before my so-called "Last-Chance" exam starts.. Honestly and to the matter of fact, I am not ready yet.. There's always a time when I need someone but then suddenly, I realized that I shouldn't share any of my problem as I don't want my friends to feel bad for me.. I don't want to ruin their mood, anymore.. I don't want to annoy them with my problem; that's it.

I supposed it was a terrible week last week.. Lot of elusive things happened and urgh, it didn't crash upon the land but straight in my face.. Inducing my tears to fall vigorously..

So.. Yesterday was Sunday, the day our family celebrated my nephew's birthday and my siblings' success upon their achievement of getting degrees respectively.. It was a success event I guess.. So I've got nothing much to write about it..

Photography.. I think it's time for me to take a short break.. I will continue this hobby once I finished this bloody exam.. which will be on the 16th of October.. I've got a task of finding and taking 10 pictures of various categories and this task has to be submitted before the dead line, 21st October 2011.. So.. I have around 4 days to do the photohunting after the exams.. Gahh! wish me luck!

I love this one.. What do you think?

Another one.

2011-09-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hi Guys.. Sorry about my last post.. X( Kinda stressed out last night.. but I am okay now.. No worries, just in case kamu risau pasal aku.. X) hahaha yes, I am laughing.. =) Honestly I know that.. Love is not something that can be forced.. It'll come to you with God's will.. That's for sure.. =) Sometimes our feelings are better to be kept hidden.. That's what I am doing at the moment.. I know that, behind those damn fucked up things, there must be something good going to hit upon me.. Sooner or later.. But I can feel it.. Positive thinking!

Before I start.. I am sorry but I don't think I am going to update about what happened yesterday.. So yea.. Sorry for keeping you hang in.. ;) I meant it..

So today... It's Friday again.. As usual, it's Pasar Time again.. =) one thing that I realized the most.. Less fishes today.. =__________=" I am wondering WHY was that? Is it because of the haze that covered almost all part of Brunei-Muara's atmosphere? hmmm.. and hey guys.. I managed to take some pictures today~ well.. I didn't use my Nikon DSLR though.. I used my phone's camera instead.. =) And.. I used Pixlr-o-matic! Seriously, best Android photography application ever!

Hehehehehehehehehe I really really love this application.. It's an addiction I guess? haha well, I wish my phone's camera pixels would be larger and better though.. hmmm... 3.5mp is nothing, but just URGH..

Night time. Went to Brunei International Airport, Berakas to send my brother's fiance and my cousin.. and yea, to UK.. gosh.. The airport was severely packed up with people all over the place.. It was too crowded that it took 5 seconds just to move one step.. LOL! Sorry I am just being exaggerating here.. Hmm.. Nothing special happened really.. Just stumbled upon many seniors and my friends; as well as some hot chicks. LOL! just kidding! hahahaha

I think that's all lah~

Until we meet again,
Assalamualaikum and cheers.

Mentally F*cked up.

2011-09-30T04:06:00.000+08:00

Couldn't shut my eyes now.. *sigh* Foremost, there won't be any picture.. not in mood to add even a single picture.. It was an extremely tiring day yesterday.. Went to UBD for the convocation day of the 2007-2011 intake.. I felt very very down when tonnes and dozens of 10K lens wandered around me.. =________=" I felt like a noob.. well yea, I am just a beginner.. X) the event started at 8:15am but we came at 6:30am.. it was too early indeed but hey, the parking area was so packed up by that time you know.. so annoying! Hmm... I will update this post again next time.. suddenly lost my mood to share this story.. sorry guys.. just hang in there! ;)

Actually.. there's something that kept me up until this late.. my eyes just refused to shut because of this thing.. Hmm.. hey silent reader.. do you really believe in love? I do but I don't know why I think love hates me so much.. I failed in my first relationship, well it was a disaster for me really... SHOULDN'T APPLY FOR THAT! =_______=" okay stop it. then when I tried to move on and found someone new, which I once thought, not just once honestly.. just want to make this post dramatic~ X) okay continue. which I once thought to be this kind of sweet love because I honestly feel that there's hope.. and hey, I felt tremendously, extremely, staggeringly, hugely and very happy! but suddenly.. everything changed.. Love turns to be my enemy.. it burns me to hell, it tear off my heart apart and foremost it hurts me SO MUCH that no single word that ever exist in this world can describe HOW MUCH this thing called LOVE hurts me.. I feel like.. I have no chance to have this one successful love relationship in my life.. well yea, I am still too young for this thing.. It's just that.. errr I don't know.. I am so mentally fucked up at the moment.. Is this really how the story line ends? Taylor Swift quoted, "Please don't be in love with someone else" and I think it meant differently to me.. NOT that I am still in love with my previous one! NAUZUBILLAH! I meant it! I honestly have zero feeling and I SWEAR TO ALLAH, being with her was my greatest mistake! so please! don't get me wrong here.. I MEANT IT GUYS! =___________=" hmm.. I hate love. yes. I am currently in a state of Love-Phobia. I don't want to be in love AGAIN because I honestly and sincerely afraid..that love will hurt me for the third time.. and YOU!~ I know you're reading this.. maybe, who knows I am just being so perasan? XD You do know that.. I love you so much right? You should know how happy I really was to hear your voice just now.. thanks for explaining everything.. You kept on asking me whether I am okay or not, yea I lied to you. Sorry. It's very clear; I am not okay. but yea.. this is another lesson for me.. =) All can I say now is that.. I am sorry for being such a bonkers and I am sorry for falling in love with you.. Yes. I missed you like so much. Your name, your face and your voice kept on popping out and playing inside my fucked up mind during the past few days. Hmm.. It stressing me out but somehow it makes me happy in the same time..yes, so mentally fucked up. All I can say now is.. I hope you'll be happy always with him.. So another page should be tear off from my life book.. A new page is all I need.

As my heart speaks.

2011-09-28T20:57:00.001+08:00

Like a bee I trailed over the flower of you
Slowly but surely your petals began to flick
I'd sacrificed this world just to hold you
and as my heart speaks

I am sorry I just couldn't resist
I am sorry I just couldn't refuse
I am sorry I just couldn't protest
I am sorry but I was so in love with you

Please embrace me and tell me
You love me and miss me
Don't go and stay with me
Please embrace me as my heart speaks

I am sorry I just couldn't resist
I am sorry I just couldn't refuse
I am sorry I just couldn't protest
I am sorry but I was so in love with you

I don't know why but I feel that
Suddenly our distance has become longer
I just couldn't stop sighing of thinking that
We might ended up being a couple of stranger

I am sorry I just couldn't resist
I am sorry I just couldn't refuse
I am sorry I just couldn't protest
I am sorry but I am missin' you when you said goodbye

Butterfly and fly?

2011-09-28T11:50:00.001+08:00

I was wandering around with my DSLR when I stumbled upon this cute little white monster in our house front-yard.. A butterfly.. A symbol of feminine.. that lies beside pink colour.. Luck was on my side that I managed to capture it's activity, sucking and sniffing on the flower's honey.. It was quite entertaining to see such little animal doing it's activity, wondering how much honey can it sucks in a few second..

Beautiful creation of the only God

I continued to pace back and forth, following upon the trail of the butterfly until it finally flew off the yard, away to its home as I bumped with another little monster, supposed to be cute but it brings disaster; a pathogen, a toothless animal - a Fly.

errrrr... no comment..

Tired and Missed.

2011-09-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys.. Still kinda not in a good mood at the moment... I feel so damn lonely.. ='( Today was a very very tiring day for my mom and me as well as my brother and sister.. It all started with the appearance of a stupid rodent inside my mom's room.. =________=" seriously, no matter how clean your house.. as long as you live in our Simpang area, a rodent will always visit your house and say hello to you.. =_______=" factual statement! >.<" so yea, we cleaned everything, rearranged and so on.. To our surprise, we couldn't find the rodent.. Hmmmm...

I went to many places today.. Started with TelBru to fetch my sister in law with my niece (her daughter), then sent them to their house at Beribi.. Continued with Seri Chola Restaurant at Serusop to pick up our Kue Teaw.. Then to Dayang Damit Furniture and Millimewah Superstore at Lambak.. Followed by PTEM at Meragang, again to fetch my sister.. then to Anggrek Desa Primary School to send my nephew and continued with Le Apple at Menglait.. Then to Reflexology House at errr.. Batu Bersurat? and lastly to Madang.. to buy Nasi Katok Kaka.. fuuuhhh~ ahahaha well.. It was fun though.. XD

Oh! I found something interested I supposed in Le Apple~ Well.. I think almost every single bakery shop has it's own way to attract its customer.. and here you go~ The main attraction in Le Apple, IMAO.. LOL!

Hmm.. I think that's all for now.. I'm tired and I am missing someone.. LIKE SO MUCH at the moment! ='(

Pixlr-o-Matic.

2011-09-26T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hey there~ Got nothing much to say here.. Well I don't know really..but I feel kinda moody tonight.. and I feel freaking tired at the moment.. Okay let just get this thing straight.. Got my car washed today and it was.. urgh.. A complete waste of money! =__________=" It rained heavily during evening with thunderstorm all over the sky.. The rain was heavy enough to make dirt on my car, again.. Hmm what to do~ ='(

I found this another photography application in Android Market.. it kept on popping out on the ads so yea, it pulled off my trigger to try it.. The application is called "Pixlr-o-Matic" and 10mb in size.. almost similar to "Vignette", the app offers picture taking and picture editing.. I am quite attracted to the "Sephia effect" that the app offers.. It's ridiculously beautiful in my opinion..It also offers frames addition; something that you couldn't do with "Vignette". Overall, I rate this software 8/10.. So yea, it wins over the previous application that I'd mentioned.. I'll try to upload the pic tomorrow..

I think I got to go now.. Kinda stress out at the moment.. In need of someone to talk with.. but nahh.. It's okay.. =) Okay until next time, Goodbye!

Updated: 27th September 2011

Simple Wish.

2011-09-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

Vignette and Taylor Swift.

2011-09-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

We meet again Silent Readers.. =) Nothing much to say here really.. but I just want to keep my blog updated.. =p

Hmmm.. I went to Hua Ho Manggis again today.. To survey Nerf Guns' prices.. Two Nerf Guns caught my eyes since the last time I went to Toys 'R Us.. Nerf Super Soaker Shot Blast and Nerf Maverick White Version.. Why? Two main reasons.. One.. They are gorgeous! and Two.. most important reason of all.. They are quite cheap.. LOL! XD Shot Blast and Maverick are BDN$19.90 and BND$21.90 respectively at Hua Ho and Bebeland.. Not sure about Toys 'R Us though.. Honestly there is another one that caught my interest.. I forgot the name though but it has a 3 digits price.. =_________=" An extremely gorgeous one~ Hmmmm... But it is beyond my budget~ LOL!

Nerf Maverick White Version!

Nerf Super Soaker Shot Blast

They are just simply gorgeous.. Am I right? Hmm.. Should I get them? Should I or Should I not? Still thinking though.. I am afraid they wouldn't worth the money ahaha so yea.. =) Bukan karit tu ah~ XD just anothr critical budget thinking.. ahahahaha so what else should I share here? =) hmmm..

Oh we are going to meet the End of Raya in three days time.. This year's Raya is.. hmm kinda boring to me? Honestly I'd never expect that it is still Raya at the moment hahahaha seriously, our family didn't have the Raya's mood anymore.. Our living room is messy like hell, so no Raya's Mood lives inside me anymore.. =______=" well.. taking Raya as my topic here is just.. so random, don't you think? ahahaha!

I want a new laptop.. Like seriously, I want a new laptop.. I am quite happy with the current laptop that I have at the mean time BUT I would surely burst into tears of joy if I have a new one.. that sounds so desperate but yea, it's the truth.. I just want any laptop with a bigger RAM, a bigger screen (I have 11" atm), a bigger internal memory and ability to perform Photoshop CS5 very well..without any disruption.. OH! I am being so random again~ XD

I've downloaded this one photography application on my Samsung Galaxy Apollo/3.. A software called "Vignette".. It's a demo version though but I am quite happy with this software.. It has many effect features that you may choose from.. taking a picture is as easy as breaking a toothpick.. applying the effect can be done in a few seconds.. overall the application is very very friendly! so to all Android users.. Please do install this application, you won't regret it! The demo version is available in Android Market for.. FREE!

Taylor Swift! Okay.. Let's talk about her~ She's so cutee~ *drooling much* ahahaha well I am not going to discuss about her face or anything here hahaha I couldn't find any album of her in Brunei.. well.. It may sounds funny and beyond logical, but it's the truth! =________=" seriously, where can I get one?? Hmmm..

Okay.. I think that's all for this night~ How should I end this? hmm.. It is another great day today.. =) My week ends very well.. =)

Durian and Darts.

2011-09-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

Hello Silent Readers.. We meet again.. =) So today is a kind of tiring day for me.. I don't know why.. I slept at around 2 last night and I was supposed to go out for a morning jog but gosh, I woke up at 9am - when the sun was shining brightly, exposing and releasing its powerful rays.. =________=" So yea, I just decided to stay at home and did other silly things..

Alhamdulillah, revision is okay at the moment.. Stress is something unavoidable but I still can handle it very well.. No emo emo bah~ XD It's 24th of September 2011.. About 2 weeks left before my exam starts.. goshh.. I'm still not ready.. oh let's put that aside..

I went to Hua Ho Manggis just now with my nephew.. My sister craved for Durian so yea, Hua Ho is the best place to find a good quality Durian.. hahahaha okay.. Let's talk about Hua Ho Manggis.. gosh.. It took me around 20-30 minutes just to get a vacant parking space.. Dayumn.. But like my nephew said, "Dengan berkat sabar~", we managed to get a parking exactly at 8:45pm.. =______=" I took the picture using my Samsung Galaxy Apollo's camera so just ignore the quality.. =) I just wanted to show you that was no vacant parking at all!

Oh Silent Readers! Do you ever realize that Maggie Perisa Ayam is now nowhere to be found? O.o I am seriously craving for that Maggie so please help me, tell me where I can get even a packet.. =( I've been looking for it since last Tuesday I guess? =( So please help me.. Comment or anything.. ahahaha macam desperate~ XD

OH! I want to share something with you guys, especially to those who have Nerf Guns or anything.. Do you ever sighing about the cost of the Nerf Darts? A set of Streamline Darts (36 altogether) is BND$13.90 at Toy 'R Us and if I'm not mistaken it's BND$14.90 at Hua Ho Manggis.. But I found a cheaper one! It is a fake one though.. But duhr.. It's only a replacement set of darts.. I am sure this might catch your interest, dear Nerf Warriors! A set of fake streamline darts is only BND$2.50 at First Emporium! There are 20 darts in one set, so yea, it does worth the money.. I haven't try them yet but the sponge is quite hard, almost identical to the original one! Grab it guys! only a few sets left!

Perfect.

2011-09-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

A warm greeting from me again.. It's 11:11 pm at the moment.. So today is 23rd September 2011.. The date that marks Teacher's day in Brunei.. well this day isn't specific to BRUNEIAN teachers ONLY, but to all teachers; including all foreign teachers that work in Brunei Darussalam.. Happy Teachers Day!

I love today's vegetable menu! My mom had cooked this "sayur" last week but I didn't even touch the food since I was busy last week.. So yea, my mom cooked it again today, awwww so sweeett~ thanks bu~ =) This food has become my favourite since I was a fetus inside my mom's belly.. haha we often called it as "Sayur Tibadak"~ I gotta tell you guys, no other sayur can beat this sayur one! so niceee lehhh!! Sehingga menjilat jari! <3 Love it soooo muchhh! I would marry a girl if she knows how to cook that sayur! X) hahahaha overrr! wuuuuuu~!!

Oh! Since Teacher's day is today.. I downheartedly wanna share something with you.. I've become a teacher again hahahahaha when was the last time I teach a student?? Hmm.. last March.. wahhh~ hahaha "cikgu nda bertauliah"~ haha okay back to the main point.. and again, I've become cikgu inda bertauliah again~ Ahahahahaha but this time I am teaching neither english nor science.. But GUITAR! both practical and theory.. My students are actually my nephews.. It all started with my nephew, Baby.. yes his name is Baby.. cute right? hahahaha I know.. Like uncle, like nephew~ phewww~ what can I sayyy~ It all started with him requesting for me to teach him guitar... So yea, the lesson has begun!

And here you go, my other student..the eldest brother of Baby.. X) Awang@Raihan..

Baby is a quick-learner so yea, he is a quick-learner in my opinion.. I am encouraging him to take plucking skill very seriously so that he can be my mate in the near future hahahahaha not all people can finger plucking with five fingers you know.. so yea, I am teaching him how to use his right fingers very very wisely.. ahahahaha I am not a good teacher though.. Our favourite quote during the lessons, "Hamba bodoh tuann~" XD

Raihan... He's a quick learner too but the he always wants to move one step further given the fact that he still haven't master his current level hahaha so yea, but yea I am very glad that both of them have this some kind of enthusiasm in Guitar.. May Allah bless their guitar studies..

Silent Friday.

2011-09-23T15:54:00.003+08:00

It's Friday again! Exactly a week after my first photography session at Empire Hotel and Resort and guess what?? GUESS WHAT??! Our of 611 pictures that I took last week, I only managed to edit 38 pictures altogether within a week time.. -.-" but yea of course, I only choose any picture with the best shot~ alasannn~ X)

I visited Pasar Gadong again today, well yea.. It is now my weekly routine I guess?? =_______=" unfortunately, I didn't manage to take any picture at all again.. as my DSLR Battery is dying so yea, taking a picture is beyond my ability.. hmmm.. what should I write hereeee?? I am seriously slow at the moment.. =_______="

Okay next one.. I was on a brink of updating this blog last night but SADLY, I still couldn't remember the thing that I wanted to write UP UNTIL NOW. Dayumnnnn!~ What is Dayumnn actually? I don't know why that word always pop up everything I did something stupid.. =___________=" Can someone really tell me what is Dayumnn?? IMAO, it's an internet language of Damn isn't it?

The fine weather really really encourages me to do photo-hunting at Bandar today, but urghh! Exam is coming.. Should I stay or should I go?? OH!! I found another great Bruneian Photographer from Facebook.. Shah something.. Couldn't remember his name though but for sureee... He's a guy.. His portfolio really really really really really really and really caught my interest and enthusiasm.. He's a Nikon-guy with D90 and D700 as his weapon.. Dayumnnnn!!

I'm currently listening to Enchanted by Taylor Swift.. Gosh this song never fails to bring tears of joy to my oh-so-wonderful life.. Awwwwww~ <3 ahahahahahaha overrrr! Love this song to bit! and I love you too~ X)

Sorry no picture for today.. Hmm waitt! no! I just want to show you one picture~ hehehe

I am not really satisfied with this picture though but yea, I'll try to work harder to get a better shot! Yosh! Wish me luck, Silent Readers!!

Oh I need some help from you guys, please click THIS~!! Please I'm begging you.. Can you please help me and tell me where can I get that picture of her?? X( Been looking for that picture everywhere but still couldn't find one.. So please help me..

WedThursday!

2011-09-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

I thought it's Wednesday! =________=" So it's 22nd of September? About two weeks left before my A level exam.. Dayumn! I'm not ready for the bloody exam.. Oh Lord, Save me! So what's up silent readers? =) Woke up 30 minutes earlier than yesterday and I spent almost all of my morning time by helping my brother in modifying an old cage.. Alhamdulillah, we managed to get everything into one 15 minutes before afternoon.. To make it short, the modified cage is actually for our little birdies.. Their old places were just too small so yea, we made a larger one for them.. and of course, we made it with love and patience.. ^^v

Ignore the messy background.. =______="

Oh something bad happened in between the process.. I was "recycling" something when suddenly an "invisible" can filled with rotten cat food appeared and fell onto my wonderful left leg! arghhhhh!!! One thing I realised upon the incident.. It was freaking and extremely smelly!! =__________=" and even worse, the "wonderful" smell sticks on my leg and strong enough to attract some flies.. =______="

So what else? Oh! We found a little kitten inside our old washing machine! arghhhh!! so kesiaaan meeehhhh!! :'( so yea, we took it inside and tried to feed him with some water.. but hmmm.. sadly, the kitten is blind.. :'( so it's double kesian now.. :'(

I downloaded Opera browser for my laptop last Monday... It is quite okay.. But the system is still out-dated.. Blogging is just way too boring with that browsing system.. Facebook and youtube as well google are just fine with it.. How fast it can be? It depends on your computer system and internet connection actually.. I used to love google chrome but it suddenly turned out to be a disastrous browsing software.. =_______=" in a nutshell, I rated Opera browser 6/10 and Mozilla Firefox is still my number one.. =)

So until next time, goodbye~ ^^v

You! Get well soon!

Confession.

2011-09-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

I am missing you a lot more than yesterday. ='(

Cloudy Day.

2011-09-21T15:24:00.001+08:00

Cloudy day indeed. Alhamdulillah, I didn't sweat at all today hahaha the weather is so nice! but I really really hope it will not rain later~ otherwise it'll definitely crash my plan into pieces! =_______=" so nothing really happened between morning until afternoon.. Just keeping myself busy with pets' cages cleaning, revision and photo-editing stuffs.. Photoshop CS5 really really cracked me up when I first touched it but it suddenly turns out to be my friend, amongst the rest; my Baby Nikon, my Baby Samsung and my Baby Dell~

Vintage-style with noise.

Alhamdulillah again, revision went well.. I received a letter from MOE regarding my A level exam.. I think my index number for this upcoming October is nothing but identical to my previous A level exam's index number.. I really hope that my result wouldn't be the same again.. =________=" I meant it.

So how's my photography life so far? So far.. Everything goes smoothly, thanks God. I am now thinking of getting *by saving my money in the future* a new lens.. Sigma Fish-eye lens really really caught my attention! I used it once during the engagement day of the sister of my friend, well not really a friend, just someone I knew, a stranger indeed. Ah, ignore that. Back to the main point, that lens price. The price is quite expensive, well not just quite honestly.. It is very very expensive.. I wasn't lucky enough to be born rich, but it's okay. I am happy with my life now. Neither poor nor rich. =) Ah! Back to the main point, AGAIN. The Sigma 15mm F2.8 EX DG Diagonal Fish Eye is BND$1274 at Shopping.com.bn, about the price of a brand new Nikon D5100. I don't know when I can have that lens in my bag, but yea.. it is not a crime to wait.

Sigma 15mm F2.8 EX DG Diagonal Fish Eye

I am trying my best to get you out of my mind. But why is it million ways too hard to do so? :'( Yea, I've fallen for you for god sake and with no regrets. I miss you, that's it. *sigh*

Shortest Entry.

2011-09-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

Don't Cry. Smile!

On the brink of leaving.

2011-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in a situation where you fall in love with someone that you may said, special, but the time isn't right?
Have you ever been in a situation where you fall in love with someone, as deep as the inner core of the world, but the person isn't right?
Have you ever been in a situation where you and someone are both in love but time didn't allow you to be more than just friends?
Sadly, I did.

How do I feel after facing these three situations?
Nothing but an alluring pain.
I feel like being hit by a large stone straight in the face, tearing my heart apart.
I feel like I wanna burst into tears.
But I don't want to because I know I shouldn't.
Everything happens for a reason.
Allah knows what's best for his man.
Crying will never ever change a bad thing to a good thing, but the other way around.
But one question lingers in my mind.
Are we still best friends like we used to be?
I would like to take one step backward, not forward.
Love would not fade easily.
Especially the love that came after you're being hurt by a previous love.
Patience is all I need.
Smile is all I can give.

Enchanted

2011-09-20T12:25:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift - Enchanted

There was I again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Wall of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "Have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder 'till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

I am currently listening to this song~ A great song from a great singer, with a great music and lyric compositions, this song is just beyond perfect. I've been listening to Taylor's song for quite some time now and this song sticks in my favourite playlist on my phone. A great wonderful song that reminds me to someone, I miss you.

Photography at Empire

2011-09-20T10:36:00.002+08:00

It's exactly a complete month since my last post.. Humble apology from the inner side of me myself.. So it's September.. About 10 days left before October comes and approaches our life.. My life went up and down during the one-month period of time.. Too many things had happened and I don't think I have the mood to jot and type in all the things..

17th September 2011, my first couple photography session with a great sweet blooming flower couple, Vie & Iman.. Our photography session was held in one of the most stunning, attractive and alluring tourism as well as visiting sites, Empire Hotel and Country Club - Five or sixth stars hotel that once being claimed by the local to be "The place for the Rich".

The photography went well, yea I sweat a lot.. the weather was nice but the warm air activated my sweat gland.. Over all, I can claim it to be a one success photography session.. yea, I'm still working on organizing, modifying, editing and whatever-ing the pictures.. So stay tune~

2011-08-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

So.. My very first post.. :) haha this is very very..err.. i don't know how to describe my feelings right now..but i feel so damn weird.. It has been almost a year since I ditched my last blog - yea, I remember nothing; neither the password nor the email.. hahahaha

Okay I have a few ultimate reasons why I created this blog..Honest reason? Because I was bored.. :) another ultimate reason? I wanna share all my pictures that I took and gonna take in my photography life.. Albeit "newbie" or "noob" is still living inside me, I downheartedly want at least some people to look at my pictures and say, "hey that's one of a good pictures" :) I hope so..

Enjoy! ^^v